TITLE: Hearts and Bones AUTHOR: Michelle Kiefer E-MAIL ADDRESS: MSK1024@AOL.COM DISTRIBUTION: Archive if you like, just tell me where. DISCLAIMER: Mulder, Scully and Skinner belong to 1013, Chris Carter, and to the X-Files. All other characters are mine. SPOILER WARNING: some for Requiem RATING: PG-13 CONTENT: X, Casefile, MSR COMMENTS: Please visit my other stories at: http://members.aol.com/msrsmut/MichelleKiefer.htm SUMMARY: In 2006, a child abduction/murder case hits very close to home for Mulder and Scully. I’ll be posting this in 3 or 4 parts a day. I hope to have the whole story on my site some time today. Hearts and Bones (Part 1 of 11) By Michelle Kiefer March 2, 2006 - 4:15 PM Potomac, MD “Well, if I were her, I’d put my lawyer on speed dial.” Balancing the phone against her shoulder, Doreen felt the frisson of exhilaration one received from really good gossip. Doreen could hear the roar of the TV in the family room as her older children watched some noisy kid’s show. Scrubbing at a bit of dried egg on the kitchen counter, Doreen watched through the window as her youngest child played on the driveway. Five-year-old Casey rode her little pink bike in careful circles, the chilly March breeze stirring her long blond hair and the purple streamers that hung from the handlebars. Casey had received the bike for her birthday last week, so even though it was too cold to play outside, she insisted on riding. The child had been crushed to find she wasn’t able to ride without training wheels. Doreen made a mental note to bring Casey’s bike helmet out to her. “So spill—what happened?” Sheila’s voice was strident on the other end of the phone and Doreen had to lift the handset away from her ear. Leaving her post by the window, Doreen moved away from the family room so she wouldn’t be overheard. “I heard that she found her husband in bed with Donna Taylor,” Doreen’s voice thrummed with excitement. “She came home from work early and caught them, as the saying goes ‘in the act.’” “Oh. My. God.” Sheila’s voice was becoming even more shrill. “Donna--PTA President--Taylor in bed with her VP’s husband?” “Well, they say that politics makes for strange bedfellows.” Doreen returned to the window and waited for Casey to circle back into view. When the child didn’t ride back up the driveway in a few seconds, Doreen decided that a scolding was in order as the sidewalk was off limits to the little girl. “Sheila, I’ll have to call you back. I need to check on Casey.” Snagging the pink bike helmet off the mud room coat rack, Doreen stepped out onto the patio. The air was still: no little girl giggles or wheels squeaking their need for WD40. Doreen tugged her sweater closer around her as the raw wind lifted her hair. Trying to convince herself that Casey had simply stopped to investigate a bug or pretty stone, she rounded the corner of the house. Doreen’s hand flew to cover her mouth and she stopped, legs leaden with fear at the sight of the little pink bike, overturned at the end of the driveway, its back wheel slowly rotating. -=-=-=-=-=- March 12, 2006 - 6:10 AM McLean, VA In another life, Dana Scully had stayed in bed until the last possible moment before starting her day. Her snooze button had been well utilized in the days when she lived alone. But these days, the early morning quiet was too valuable to squander dozing. Looking at Mulder, she couldn’t help but smile. He was still soundly asleep, having worked very late the night before. He looked younger than his years with his face pillowed on his arm and his hair sticking up in tufts and whorls. She had roused for a moment in the middle of the night, when he’d climbed into bed and molded his body against her back. During the night, his t-shirt had ridden up, and she longed to trace the thin line of hair that ran down his stomach. She knew that his golden skin would be firm and sleep-warmed, but she denied herself this so he might have an extra hour of sleep on a Saturday morning. Careful not to wake him, she slipped out of bed and closed the door behind her. She padded quietly down the hall, pausing briefly at her daughter’s room to listen for signs of movement. The only sound was Molly’s even breathing, so Scully crept past the door and down to the kitchen in search of coffee and the morning newspaper. She was on her second cup of coffee and the editorial section when Mulder walked into the kitchen, five-year-old Molly clinging to his back like a monkey. The child’s thin arms were linked around Mulder’s neck and he supported her legs at his waist. He backed up to the kitchen counter so his passenger could disembark. With her tall, spindly frame and tangle of dark hair, there was no mistaking whose gene pool Molly swam in. Only her intense blue eyes and rosebud mouth spoke of the Scully side of her inheritance. “I hoped you could get some sleep this morning,” Scully said over the rim of her mug. Mulder looked wonderfully rumpled in his t-shirt and pajama bottoms. His eyes had a drowsy quality that made her want to pull him back to bed. “I had to get up soon anyway.” He smiled as he helped Molly hop down from the counter. “So Squirt, what’s it going to be for breakfast?” “Could we have french toast, Daddy?” Molly looked up at her father hopefully. “With cinnamon?” “Sure, why don’t you get the eggs and milk out of the fridge,” he said as he poured himself a cup of coffee. Smiling, Mulder waved off Scully’s attempt to help and bent to pull the frying pan out of the cabinet. There weren’t many dishes in Mulder’s culinary repertoire, but french toast was one he excelled at. Almost as an afterthought, Molly wandered over to her mother for a good morning kiss. Scully pulled her daughter onto her lap and they watched Mulder as he cracked eggs into a bowl. Mulder seemed to her, far more comfortable as a parent than Scully thought she would ever be. He was natural and relaxed in the role, as if he had been waiting his whole life to take the stage. Maybe it was the sense of wonder that Mulder brought to life that allowed him to connect with their daughter on a level that Scully could not reach. Scully combed through her daughter’s hair with her fingers and pressed a soft kiss to the crown of Molly’s head. She loved her daughter with every cell in her body, but sometimes she felt awkward and stiff, as if motherhood exercised muscles too long unused. It felt at times as if she had been dropped into someone else’s life. It was beautiful, but one she didn’t quite fit. She and Mulder had cobbled together a life from the remnants of their partnership and the love that had kindled after so many years. Parts of past lives could be seen here and there: Mulder’s old leather couch in the den, her armoire in the bedroom. Medical journals fought for space with tabloid newspapers on the coffee table. Unexpected pregnancies had been changing lives for thousands of years, and she and Mulder were no exception. Mulder had been returned in ragged shape, scant months before Molly’s birth. For days after he was found shivering in a frost covered field in Iowa, he had been unable to speak, as if he hadn’t used words in a long time and was out of practice. Scully had held his hand and talked to him quietly. She longed to hear his deep, rich voice tease her or argue with her or even shout at her. Instead, he had searched her face with a bemused intensity as he tried to assimilate all that she was telling him. His trembling hands had traced her face, her collarbone, and then drifted to her rounded belly. He seemed to take her condition in stride and she wondered if he had somehow known about her pregnancy during the time he was missing. He surprised her when he finally spoke, his voice hoarse from disuse, “Are you going to let me make an honest woman of you?” She and Mulder had taken advantage of her maternity leave and his recuperation time to hammer out their future. For reasons they could never quite uncover, they were given a great deal of accommodation at the FBI. They never found out who smoothed the way, but it seemed she and Mulder had some leverage. For the first months of Molly’s life, they had feared she would be taken, and both of them had lost more sleep than average new parents. Tests had shown Molly to be nothing more than a healthy, normal baby, and they both breathed a little easier knowing that their various medical problems hadn’t affected her. While the issue of Molly’s health seemed secure, her parents still wondered what interest certain parties might have in their daughter. After many days and nights spent startling at every sound, peering into every shadow, they decided that by allowing their lives to be consumed by fear, they could protect their child right out of her childhood. There were more questions than answers in the days after Mulder was returned. Why had he been taken, and what had happened to him while he was gone? For that matter, why had he been returned? Was alien invasion still a threat, and who among the known players still was in the game? Their investigation brought no answers to that raft of questions. The conspiracy seemed to have folded itself back up as mysteriously as it had developed. Scully could never decide if the silence from the consortium was comforting or ominous, but for over five years, the quiet had persisted. If there was still a threat to any of them, there was nowhere to hide that they couldn’t be found. When there is no place safe to hide, you stay in plain sight and try to protect yourself. So they bought the house in McLean, a four bedroom, three bath Colonial in a tree lined neighborhood. They installed the best security system they could find, and then searched for a babysitter they could trust. Myrna was great with Molly and Mulder and Scully felt confident after the Lone Gunman did a thorough background check. Finally, she and Mulder approached the Bureau and explored the limits of their newly discovered leverage. They met with Skinner as soon as Mulder was released from medical leave, proposing changes to the X-Files division that would work with their new lives. Mulder would continue to work from the basement office, with two agents under him. Scully would resign and work with the FBI on a consultant basis, her first priority cases from Mulder’s group. The restless child on her lap brought Scully back to the present. “Let’s set the table while Daddy finishes cooking.” Molly’s movements as she and Scully arranged the plates, glasses and silverware were graceful and sure. Mulder carried the plate of french toast to the table as Scully poured orange juice. Sitting with her family, sharing a lazy Saturday breakfast, Scully thought of Teena and Bill Mulder. Had they too lingered at the table, enjoying the peace and gambling that they could keep their children safe? The ringing phone pierced her thoughts. Mulder moved to pick it up, after taking a gulp of coffee. Scully watched him stretch his arm up to brace himself against the kitchen cabinet as he spoke, the muscles in his back moving smoothly beneath his shirt. “God, how long has it been? They’re both fine….yeah, she’s growing like a weed.” His voice was casual, but she could see his stance begin to change as he listened to the voice on the other end of the phone. As minutes passed, Mulder’s murmured comments seemed more and more abrupt, and his body stiffened. “Is the body still in situ? Okay. Yeah.” Silently, he replaced the phone and stood for long seconds looking out the kitchen window. “Squirt, if you’re done with breakfast, why don’t you go get dressed.” He didn’t move from the window. His voice would have passed for normal to anyone else, but Scully could hear the tension. Molly seemed to sense her father’s changed mood as she cooperated in what was usually at least a minor struggle. “Body still in situ?” She came to stand next to him by the window, touching his arm lightly. “That was Dave Sutton from ISU. He wants me to drive up to Riverbend Park. They have a murder victim he wants me to look at,” his voice was now expressionless. She always worried when she couldn’t detect emotion from him. “Why does he want you?” “The condition of the body fits the pattern of a series of murders he and I worked on a long time ago.” Sunlight streamed through the window, highlighting the tiny lines at the corners of Mulder’s eyes. “Back then over an eighteen month period , three girls were abducted and murdered, their bodies left in Caledonia State Park in Pennsylvania. This new murder has some striking similarities. The girls were found dressed in different clothes than they were abducted in.” “How long ago was this, Mulder? You think this could be the same guy?” “They asked me to consult on the case maybe twelve years ago. Fall of ’94.” He turned his face away and it frustrated her not to be able to see his eyes. “We never caught him. The murders just stopped.” “I don’t remember you consulting on a case like that….oh.” She stopped short as she suddenly realized why she didn’t recall the case from fall of 1994. She didn’t remember anything from the fall of 1994. He turned back to face her and pulled her into his arms. She wondered if he was here with her now, or somewhere back in that dark time. He held her tightly, as if he was afraid she would again be ripped from his embrace, and lowered his mouth to cover hers, in a kiss that surprised her with its need. She answered that need with all the tenderness she could muster as she parted his lips with the tip of her tongue. She slipped her hands under his t-shirt, finally granting herself the touch she had resisted earlier that morning. Mulder groaned into her mouth as her fingers glided over his chest. Pulling back from the kiss, she studied his face, trying to take his emotional temperature. His smile, as he looked down into her eyes, seemed resigned, that of some ancient warrior perhaps, honor bound to battle an enemy who outnumbers him. -=-=-=-=-=- Hearts and Bones (Part 2 of 11) March 12, 2006 - 11:15 AM Riverbend Park Potomac, MD “Sorry to ruin your Saturday, Mulder,” Sutton said as he negotiated his way down the muddy path. The weather had finally warmed up after several weeks of bitter cold, and the thaw had made for sloppy roads and squelching mud. Dave Sutton hadn’t changed much over the years: he was still a jock, still what people refer to as “a nice guy.” Sutton’s boots slipped a little and he caught the branch of a fir tree for balance, releasing a shower of melting snow. Mulder concentrated on not falling on his ass. Like Sutton, Mulder wore boots with his dark suit and overcoat, practicality winning over fashion. He didn’t get out into the field as much as he used to, leaving the legwork to the agents under him, but he remembered how wet and messy crime scenes could be. The two men made their way down to the Potomac, toward the yellow crime scene tape strung between the trees like Christmas lights. Mulder could see the technicians and detectives moving carefully on a small rise overlooking the river. “Kayakers spotted the blanket covering the girl from the river.” Sutton nodded in the direction of a detective at the edge of the scene. “Brennan from the Fairfax County PD remembered the Caledonia murders and called the Bureau. Lucky break that his call got put through to me.” Mulder supposed they were “lucky” in some macabre way. It was a rare opportunity to view the body where it had been found, to really absorb the details. Most often in his profiling years, he had worked with photos and visits to crime scenes days or weeks after the body had been removed. Mulder saw the small shape, covered by a red blanket, still lying in the snow under a stand of trees. A young woman with short dark hair bent from the waist and took photographs of the blanket. Mulder recognized some of the law enforcement people and Steve Klein, the county medical examiner, who was waiting to examine the body. Detective Brennan approached them as Mulder and Sutton ducked under the yellow tape. “They got a nice boot impression, but not much other trace evidence. We still need a positive ID from the parents, but we think the little girl is Casey Marino, five-years-old, who disappeared from her front yard ten days ago.” Brennan pulled a snapshot out of his pocket and handed it to Mulder. A moment captured in time, little Casey stood proudly with a beribboned pink bike. Mulder could feel his jaw clench; Molly had the same bike, down to the iridescent purple streamers. “According to her mother, the day she went missing, Casey wore jeans, a purple sweater, and a pink and blue ski jacket. She had been riding the bike shown in the photo with her mom watching from the house. Mom turned away for a second and the kid was gone,” Brennan said. Mulder wondered how hard the detective had to work to keep his voice businesslike. “But she isn’t wearing those clothes now?” Sutton asked. All three men looked toward the center of activity as the technicians folded back the blanket to reveal what lay beneath. The young woman with the camera recorded every detail. While she efficiently worked at her grim task, Mulder could see the woman’s face was wet with tears. “No, that was what clicked and made me call you. One of the kayakers who spotted the blanket climbed up here to investigate. When he called the police, he mentioned that the kid was wearing a party dress.” The technician crouching over the body called the coroner over and Mulder and Sutton moved closer. Mulder swallowed hard, as he prepared himself to view the dead child. She looked as if she were on her way to a birthday party and had stopped to take a nap. Mulder could still see that she’d been a pretty kid. He tried to force his mind to view her clinically, to not see her though the eyes of another little girl’s father. Still, he couldn’t help noting that she was smaller than Molly, and chubbier and he was ashamed that he was glad there was no resemblance. The child was wearing a green dress with white and pink sprigs and a white lace collar, white anklets and shiny black shoes. Her blond hair was braided into long plaits, tied off with green ribbons. Mulder nodded at Klein, and stepped away to give the M.E. room to examine the body. Sutton followed him to the edge of the small plateau. The river seemed to sparkle under the sun with a thousand tiny mirrors as the water rushed past. Mulder thought that this must be the perfect picnic spot in warm weather. “It’s pretty here,” Mulder observed. “He chose this place for her.” “We’re going to transport her now.” Klein had walked over to stand with the two men at the river’s edge. He took a deep breath, filling his lungs with something other than the smell of death. “I’ll know more after the post-mortem, but it looks like she was suffocated.” “Can you determine the time of death?” Sutton asked. “That’s going to be a little tricky due to the extremely cold weather we’ve had over the last couple of weeks. Pending further examination, I’d put time of death between five to eight days ago.” A small flurry of activity caught their attention and they turned to see the morgue attendants beginning to move the gurney bearing the child up the path. Mulder forced his gaze back to the sparkling river and tried to get into the head of a man who would scout out the nicest view for his tiny victim. As the last of the detectives and technicians straggled up the path, Mulder felt a wave of tremendous sadness. “You coming?” Sutton called out from the path. “I’ll meet you back at Quantico.” Mulder listened to the rushing water and the wind whispering through the trees. With a deep sigh, he started back up the path to the car, pulling his cell phone out of his pocket. “Scully, I’m heading out to Quantico. I want to look at the files from the Caledonia cases.” He leaned against the car and waited for the balm that could ease his heart. “So the murders are related?” “I think so. The victim was dressed in a party dress, like the others. The other girls were older, and there were a few other differences, but my gut tells me this is the same guy.” “Who’s doing the autopsy? I can drop Molly off with my mom and assist if you want.” “Scully, I can’t ask you to do that.” He closed his eyes in relief at her offer. He knew he was standing in the doorway of a very dark room and nothing would make him feel safer than Scully’s hand in his. He wondered how much of that relief was evident in his voice. “Look, Riverbend Park is Fairfax County, right? I’ll call Steve Klein and see when she’s scheduled.” -=-=-=-=- March 12, 2006 - 6:45 PM McLean, VA “Dammit!” Scully rubbed the pins and needles twang out of the elbow she had banged on her way in the door. The house seemed unnaturally quiet, as if it was saddened by the lack of little kid noise. When she had asked her mother to babysit, Maggie had suggested that Molly spend the night at Grandma’s. Scully ached to hold her daughter tight, to run her fingers through glossy hair, and maybe blot out the image of a corpse that measured no more than forty-two inches in extremis. Scully knew it was best that Molly not pick up on either of her parent’s feelings about this horrible case, but her absence was almost painful. Scully crossed to the refrigerator and poured herself some juice. Sitting at the kitchen table, she covered her face with hands that shook only a little. Forty-three pounds. The body had weighed forty-three pounds. She drank some juice and tried to remember how much Molly weighed. It seemed to her that a mother ought to know how much her child weighed. Rising from the table, she stalked into the small office she shared with Mulder, where household records were filed next to reports on mutant worms. Sitting at her desk, she dug through the drawer searching for the card from Molly’s last pediatrician visit. Her increasingly frantic scrabbling among the papers masked the sound of Mulder entering the house, and she was startled when he appeared at the office door. “What are you looking for?” he asked in weary voice. “How much does Molly weigh?” Blinking, she looked up at him. “A little over forty pounds. Why?” His expression was one of confusion and he flinched a bit when she slid the drawer shut forcefully. “I’m glad one of us knew that,” she murmured softly. She tried to make her voice gentle. “Are you hungry? I could order a pizza.” He looked too tired to eat, but he nodded his head. “Okay. I’m going to take a shower before it comes.” Forty-five minutes later they sat across the kitchen table, picking at the pizza and discussing the case. Mulder looked slightly refreshed, his hair still damp, as he asked her about the autopsy. “Cause of death was asphyxiation, probably by the blanket the victim was wrapped with. We found tiny red fibers in her nasal passages. There was no evidence of sexual molestation, but Steve did find a spot on her leg that appeared to be dried semen. We sent that off for analysis.” She worked very hard at not letting the wrenching sadness of the afternoon color her voice. “I need you to look over the autopsy reports from the three victims from Pennslyvania. You might pick something up that was missed.” She felt a flush of pleasure at his trust in her. “Sure. You mentioned that there were some differences. Tell me about the Caledonia cases.” She pushed her plate aside and leaned forward, over arms folded on the table. “The victims from Caledonia State Park were older than the Marino girl—between ten and thirteen, but the thirteen-year-old looked much younger. The oldest of the girls, Ashley Collins disappeared while walking home from the library. Amelia Montalvo never made it home from school one day and Carlie Bryant went missing from her front yard.” He stopped to take a long pull on his beer. “Witnesses?” “Only for Amelia--conflicting accounts from other children walking home from school. They saw either a tall man or a short man, wearing a hat or not, pull Amelia into a white or light blue car.” Mulder finished the beer and rose to get another from the refrigerator. “Were these girls suffocated, too?” “No, two were strangled and one died from a blow to the head. The thing that convinces me that this is the same UNSUB is that the previous victims were all found wearing party dresses and not the casual clothes they disappeared in. Their hair was braided and tied with ribbons, again, not the way they wore it when they went missing.” “Sounds almost like he was playing with dolls,” she said with a shudder as she began to clear the table. “What was really significant was the dresses weren’t new. They were from the late 1970s, a popular clothing line—Gunne something.” “Gunne Sax,” she offered. “I had one—they were very common.” “Yeah, they were sold everywhere so we weren’t able to trace them. The dresses were in good condition, but had been worn and washed several times.” He played with a fragment of pizza crust on the table. “You said the dresses were significant,” she prompted. “You don’t think he bought them second hand?” “I think the original dresses belonged to someone important to the UNSUB: someone he looked up to, idolized--a sister or a cousin.” Mulder pushed back in his chair. “I think she became disgraced somehow in his eyes, most likely during adolescence— maybe drugs or a pregnancy. I believe he was trying to recreate this person before her fall from grace, to redeem her.” “But then the murders just stopped.” “It happens sometimes. We thought he might have died or been arrested for an unrelated crime. He could have been institutionalized.” “Mulder, I saw the dress that Casey Marino was wearing. It looked new and it wasn’t the same brand.” The dress had been pretty. Scully remembered thinking it was the kind of dress she would have picked out for Molly. “I think he no longer has access to the original dresses. Something has changed in his life recently and it is stressing him enormously, triggering his need to seek out another victim, and this time he’s gone after someone much younger. I haven’t got it all worked out, but that’s significant too.” He sighed, a ragged sound that tore her heart. Scully came to stand by his chair and he put his arms around her waist. She chuckled slightly when he nuzzled between her breasts. “It tickles.” “Then, I’m obviously not doing it right.” His voice was muffled by her sweater. She threaded her fingers though his hair and remembered another case, another time, when they had stood like this. “Oh, I think you’re doing just fine,” she said, as she gripped the bottom of the sweater and pulled it off. “It must be the material that tickles.” She caught his grin as he lowered his mouth to kiss the skin above the edge of her bra. Her fingers clutched at the soft cotton of his t-shirt as he worked the bra clasp and pushed the scrap of lace and satin away to caress her breasts. Feeling a sudden hunger to touch warm, golden skin, she tugged at his shirt with impatient hands, peeling it off. Mulder drew her onto his lap and they sat, arms around each other, bare skin to bare skin. Her face was pressed against the skin of his neck, and she could smell the soap from his shower. A shiver ran through her that had nothing to do with the temperature of the kitchen, as his fingers lightly grazed her skin, running up and down her spine. Her touch was firmer as she slid her palms along his arms, shoulders and down the planes of his back. She simply could not satisfy her need to touch him everywhere, his arms rough with hair, shoulders smooth and well muscled. And then his lips were on hers, his mouth tasting of pizza and beer and need. She met that need with her own hunger, kissing him deeply. She gasped into his mouth as he suddenly stood, lifting her in his arms and knocking the chair over. Lacing her arms around his neck, she laughed. “Mulder, are you crazy? You’re going to throw your back out.” But it did feel wonderful, in an “Officer and a Gentleman” way. “Nonsense, my beauty. I’m a manly man in the full bloom of my manhood.” His arms certainly felt secure as he carried her through the house. He did allow her to climb the stairs to their bedroom, remarking that manly men in their forties did have a few limitations. It was ironic, really, that people, so thoroughly educated, so intellectually blessed, found communication difficult. Words had always been inadequate between them, unsatisfactory expressions of how they felt. That night, hands and mouths and bodies communicated in ways that spoken language couldn’t. -=-=-=-=-- Hearts and Bones (Part 3 of 11) March 13, 2006 - 8:25 AM McLean, VA Maybe the bloom was off his manhood after all. Mulder bent at the waist, resting his hands on his knees, and tried to catch his breath. He knew he must look pathetic, wheezing and coughing at the end of his street. Though many years had passed since his experience with the tobacco beetles, he always felt a split second of panic when he couldn’t breathe. He had hoped to work off some of the nervous energy he felt over the Marino case and decided some exercise would do the trick. As he ran, he’d turned the facts over and over in his mind, and the miles had passed almost unnoticed. What had started as a simple morning run had turned into a punishing trek worthy of Marine boot camp. His knees were screaming at him to curl up on the side of the road and die like a sensible person. He smiled, remembering that the morning had started out rather pleasantly. Waking up naked, wrapped around an equally naked Scully, brought back memories of their all too brief first days as lovers. Life with a five-year-old had made sleeping in the buff unwise, so waking to the sight of Scully’s pearly skin glowing in the morning light was a rare delight. Fitted along Scully’s back, one hand resting on her hip, he had gloried in the feel of her warm flesh. He and Scully held the record for the longest courtship in the history of couples, but had been physically intimate for such a short time before he was abducted. He returned to find fatherhood looming, causing his heart to pound with more fear than he had ever felt from the various terrors he’d faced in his work. His worries had faded a bit, with Molly’s birth. That night, he’d sat by Scully’s hospital bed while she slept, and quietly made his daughter’s acquaintance. Molly’s tiny body had almost completely fit in one hand, her feet not even reaching the crook of his elbow. Though he was pretty sure that newborn babies couldn’t see, Molly seemed to look right into his eyes, as she made the tiniest sounds like the cooing of doves. He’d fallen instantly, irrevocably in love. Warmed by the memory of Molly’s slight weight in his hands, he began to walk slowly toward home, willing himself to breathe normally. He thought back to his profiling years, when he had run to the point of exhaustion on an almost daily basis. He’d watched the men and women around him search for some way to blot out the horror of their days. Some drank to numb themselves, but that had always brought too many memories of a darkened living room, the sound of ice clinking in a glass the only clue that someone was there. At last, ahead was the welcome sight of his house, bricks burning honey warm in the morning sun. He shivered slightly in his soaked sweats, but his breathing was more comfortable now. With a little luck he could slip under Scully’s worry radar. He craved a shower, a cup of coffee and his arms around Scully, in no particular order. Well, maybe the coffee first. As he began to cross his yard’s yellow tinged grass, Mulder winced inwardly as he spotted his neighbor waving a greeting from the immaculately manicured lawn of the house next door. “Good morning, Fox. Good to see someone with enough time for a jog.” Whit Bradley’s booming voice rang out across the low stone fence. Mulder had long ago given up on trying to get his neighbor not to call him “Fox.” “Good morning, Whit,” Mulder called back, hoping to get out of the chilly air and avoid a long conversation. Whit had a tendency to ramble on about the relative merits of mulch versus compost until Mulder wanted to impale himself on Whit’s rototiller. “You know, Fox, looks like termites are getting at that deck of yours.” Whit gestured toward the offending stucture. “Don’t want to let them get a foothold, Fox, or one day you’ll fall right through the floorboards.” Mulder was actually thinking that disappearing from sight through a hole was a great idea. With relief, he noticed Scully walking across the lawn, jacket pulled tight around her. “Well, good morning to you, Dana.” Whit said. “I was just telling Fox that you need to have your deck looked at. I can see from here that you’ve got termite damage.” Whit was the leading authority on other people’s property. In summer, he had advice on greening up that lawn and in winter he could tell you that your weatherproofing was inadequate. He could tell you how much you had overpaid for your car insurance and why the model of car you chose didn’t get the best mileage. “You know, Whit, we’ll be sure to get that looked at right away.” Scully smiled and nodded. “Thanks so much for letting us know.” Scully never ceased to surprise Mulder with her ability to make nice with the neighbors. While her interaction with them was mostly superficial, years of dealing with local law enforcement had left her with a talent for smoothing the wrinkles out of people. Mulder shivered again as the wind picked up. “Mulder, let’s get you inside, you’re soaked.” He could hear the concern in Scully’s voice. “Whit, thanks again for telling us about the deck.” “Thanks for the rescue, Scully,” Mulder whispered as they walked back to the house. He felt a cramp at the back of his calf and hoped Scully wouldn’t notice that he was favoring his left leg. “I was losing my will to live.” “Whit means well,” Scully said as they reached the back door. “Whit is a well-meaning bore.” Wincing, Mulder toed off his running shoes and left them on the mat. “Who’d name their kid ‘Whit’ anyway?” Mulder smiled at Scully’s “look who’s talking” expression. He was glad to see there was coffee still hot in the carafe. Before he could pour a cup, Scully snatched the empty mug out of his hand. Replacing the mug in the cabinet and reaching up, she grabbed a large glass off the shelf. “Mulder, you look awful. You’re pale and clammy. And don’t think I didn’t notice you were limping. You pushed yourself too far, didn’t you?” Scully opened the refrigerator and poured Mulder a glass of orange juice. “Drink this, it’s better for you right now than coffee.” “I’m fine. I think I’m still capable of a morning run,” he said with more testiness than he intended. “I want to interview the Marinos today.” He could see the worry in her face and it both touched and annoyed him. He downed the orange juice and rinsed out the glass. Bending to put the glass in the dishwasher, he could feel the muscles in his back were beginning to stiffen. “If I suggest that you take a hot shower, are you going to bite my head off?” A hot shower was going to be a necessity if he wanted to be able to walk later. He allowed a small smile to break through and stripped off both sweatshirt and t-shirt. He was well aware that Scully was far more likely to be placated when he was bare-chested. Her answering smile showed him that the shirtless look still worked. “What can I say, Scully? When you’re right, you’re right.” Half an hour later, he was on his way to meet Dave Sutton in Potomac. Scully had handed him a bagel wrapped in a napkin as he walked out the door. She’d refrained from commenting about his need to eat something for breakfast and he was grateful. Still, the bagel sat on the seat next to him, untouched and destined to become as hard as granite. Meeting with family members was usually heartbreaking and he anticipated this interview would be especially difficult. It was necessary, though, to get a feel for who the victim was, to see why the UNSUB was attracted to this little girl and not the child down the block. He could feel his stomach churning as he drove through the suburban streets, past the churches filled with Sunday morning worshippers and the coffee shops busy with diners enjoying lazy breakfasts. Too soon, he was turning onto the street where Casey Marino had lived. He spotted Sutton’s car parked in front of a sprawling, modern-style home. Mulder pulled his car behind Sutton’s and both men climbed out. Mulder grimaced as his left foot hit the pavement, aware again of the twinge in his calf muscle. “How the hell did you hurt yourself between yesterday afternoon and now?” Sutton shook his head in disbelief. “If it wasn’t for bad luck, you’d have no luck at all.” “Sutton, don’t ever let them tell you you’re not an original thinker.” Mulder felt warmed by the banter. When other agents had been whispering that Spooky Mulder had misplaced his latest partner and was truly off his nut this time, Dave Sutton had behaved the only way he knew how—like a good guy. They had called him in on the Caledonia case during the darkest days of his life. Mulder had only just become accustomed to the light of Scully’s presence. He had felt like one blind all his life, given the gift of sight only to have that sight ripped away. He’d been mired in guilt, feeling powerless to help Scully or anyone else. Maybe that was why he threw himself into the case. Sutton had been straightforward and respectful, a little awed by Mulder’s ISU reputation. As he’d watched Mulder sink himself deeper and deeper into the UNSUB’s mind, Sutton’s concern finally overcame the awe. With the distance of time, Mulder could admit that back then, Sutton had reason for worry. The three little girls had populated his nightmares until the dreams took over his waking hours. They approached the house, and if Sutton noticed any difficulty Mulder had in climbing the steps, he kept quiet about it. Sutton rang the doorbell and a few seconds later, the door opened to reveal a middle-aged blonde woman. “Ma’am, I’m Special Agent Dave Sutton of the Federal Bureau of Investigation, and this is Special Agent Mulder. We’d like to speak with Mr. and Mrs. Marino.” “I’m Susan Kovach, Doreen’s sister. Please come in.” Mulder could see that the woman’s eyes were red-rimmed and her voice was husky. “My brother-in-law took the kids out for a little while. It’s so hard for them to understand why someone would do this. Doreen’s here though.” She led them through a living room where the scents of a number of floral arrangements competed, producing a sickly sweetness. They passed through a well-appointed family room into a kitchen where cakes and pies covered the counter. Mulder recognized Doreen Marino by the look on her face. He had seen the numbness, the shock, in too many parents. She looked like a woman who was only beginning to realize that life as she knew it was over. Doreen had joined the group that no one wanted to be a part of—the club of parents who had outlived their children. “Doreen, this is Agent Mulder and Agent Sutton of the FBI.” Susan spoke gently to her sister. She turned to the agents. “Can I get you some coffee? Something to eat? We have all kinds of cake.” Mulder asked for a cup of coffee, while Sutton accepted a piece of carrot cake. Susan bustled around, pouring coffee and cutting cake, actions born out of the need to do something, anything, in the face of the utter lack of power against death. She set the cups and plates on the table and began to wipe down the counter, moving each cake and pie to scrub underneath. Mulder took a closer look at Doreen and wondered if she had slept since her daughter disappeared. He could tell that two weeks ago, she had been a pretty woman. Now, lines were etched into her face, and the skin around her eyes seemed bruised. She looked weary beyond words. “Mrs. Marino, I know you’ve already gone over this with the police.” Mulder said, with as much gentleness as he could muster. “It’s important for Agent Sutton and I to understand what happened the day Casey disappeared.” Doreen closed her eyes, as if it hurt too much to remember with them open. Her hands were clenched so tight that the knuckles stood out like little white stones. “Casey was riding her bike on the driveway. She only had it a week and she was so determined to ride without the training wheels. My husband wanted her to get used to the bike first. You know, I’ve never seen a kid with a will like Casey’s. She practiced every day after school and nagged to have the training wheels taken off every night. She was driving her dad crazy.” Doreen smiled at the memory, but the smile faded as the reality of the next part of the story set in. “I looked away for a moment—a second really--and she was gone.” A trembling hand reached up to cover her mouth. “Do you know what I was doing? Why I looked away from the window?” Her voice turned bitter. “I was gossiping with a friend—I don’t even remember what about. I was jabbering about something stupid and trivial while some monster was pulling my baby off her bicycle.” Doreen turned her face away sharply and Mulder was grateful to be spared the view into her shattered soul. “Do you know your neighbors well, Mrs. Marino?” “As well as anybody does these days. Everybody works. I know some of the other mothers, some of the kids.” She turned to him again. “Have you noticed a car parked that you weren’t familiar with, anyone you didn’t know walking in the neighborhood?” Mulder asked. “No. Not that I noticed.” Doreen’s eyes searched his face. “Mr. Mulder, do you have children?” “We have a little girl.” Mulder spoke softly. He prayed she wouldn’t ask how old his daughter was. “I have….had three kids.” Her voice was barely a whisper. “I count heads constantly. Where are they and what are they doing. A hundred times a day. How long is it going to take before I stop counting to three?” The interview drew to a close, and he and Sutton gently extricated themselves from the sorrow that permeated the Marino house. Mulder found that going down the front steps hurt worse than going up had. He walked across the front lawn to stand at the end of the driveway. He pictured Casey pumping up the slight incline and gliding back down, a look of determination set on her little face. Was that what attracted the man who watched her? “He must have watched her for a while. Maybe from a car parked on that corner.” Mulder jerked his chin in the direction of a side street. “You think this is the same guy? Thirteen years is a long time.” Sutton glanced over in the direction Mulder indicated. “Local law enforcement think this is a copy cat crime.” “No. It’s him. He’s been away somewhere, in prison or more likely an institution, but the same compulsion drives him now as it did back then,” Mulder said with stony conviction. “What do you think he was looking for in victim selection?” Sutton asked. “The girls ranged in size and body type. The only thing they seem to have in common is long hair, but that varies in color and texture. Now he’s moved to someone younger and it makes it even more puzzling.” “I’m not sure. It could be something very intangible—they way they moved, the way the wind moved their hair on a given day. Something reminded him of a person that meant a lot to him.” “How long do you think we have before he starts looking for another kid?” “He could be looking right now.” -=-=-=-=-=- Hearts and Bones (Part 4 of 11) March 14, 2006 - 8:45 AM Quantico, VA It was ironic really. Now that he had a window in his office, Dave Sutton missed the basement. Back in the days when the ISU was located sixty feet underground, the offices had seemed much more appropriate for the dark work done there. Sutton looked down at the bright sunlight glinting off the cars in the parking lot and gulped down the last of his lukewarm coffee. He wondered if Mulder was already working somewhere in the ISU offices. When Sutton had left the office late last night, Mulder had still been at work, muttering that he’d go home soon. He found Mulder at a desk in a temporarily unassigned office. It looked like Mulder had been there for hours, filling page after page of a yellow legal pad with scribbled writing. Stacks of reports and several paper cups containing what appeared to be varying amounts of coffee covered the desk. Flipping through his notes, Mulder ran an impatient hand through hair that was already standing up. “Did you stay here last night?” Sutton asked from the doorway. Mulder looked up, distracted. “No. No, I went home for a while. Look, Sutton, I have a wife if I want someone to fuss over me.” “And I’m sure she has her hands full on that account.” Sutton pulled a chair around to the desk and straddled it. “Want to go over the profile? I know the task force is getting antsy.” The Potomac and McLean PDs had formed a task force to investigate the Marino case. Sutton had detected the usual low level of distrust for the Bureau, but the team had requested help with the profile. Mulder, eyes closed, leaned back in his chair and was silent for several seconds. Sutton wondered if he was falling asleep. Finally, he spoke. “My original profile of the Caledonia UNSUB was a white, male, mid-to- late twenties. Probably unemployed, living with and dependant on a female relative. Above average intelligence, compulsive, very organized. He feels inadequate and has some kind of impediment, perhaps a deformity. It’s probably very slight, but he feels it sets him apart from other people. He’s remorseful about the killing and he takes great pains to lay the body out in a respectful way. Killing the girls isn’t his first intention. He wants to recreate some golden time in his past when he had a special relationship with a female relative. He kills the girls when they resist and the spell is broken. In short, he panics.” Mulder’s voice took on the monotonous drone that Sutton remembered well from the past. “All of that stands?” Sutton prompted. “Yeah. I stand behind all of that, but I’ve started to wonder why we couldn’t find him in 1994. I thought about it all night, and I think it was because he’s reclusive. It’s just a hunch, really, but it fits. The less contact he had with outsiders, the less chance there was for someone to notice odd behavior, less chance he would talk to a friend, brag to a coworker.” Mulder sat forward and began to check each of the coffee cups on the desk, looking for one that might be still warm. “You mean like Boo Radley?” Sutton asked. “Yeah, only a lot more disturbed. And Boo never kidnapped Scout and strangled her. No, this guy isn’t content to watch from a distance. Something triggered his compulsion, drove him out where he began to stalk his victims and fantasize about the past.” “What about this relative he was living with?” “I still believe he was dependant on someone, at least in 1994, and she may have covered for him. Or was in denial.” “We better get going if we’re going to meet with the task force,” Sutton said, looking at his watch. Mulder got to his feet and began to stack the folders and load them into his briefcase. Exhaustion showed in his every move as gathered his suit jacket and Sutton’s thoughts drifted back twelve years. Sutton had never seen anyone as much in despair as Fox Mulder back then. He’d considered Mulder a legend, larger than life, and had been shocked at the appearance of the frighteningly thin man who walked into his office. But he hadn’t been disappointed in Mulder, not in his brilliance nor in his kindness. Sutton had heard that Mulder’s partner had disappeared under suspicious circumstances. Mulder never spoke about it and Sutton didn’t ask, but he could tell that the loss was like an open wound. Sutton found himself worrying about Mulder’s fitness for duty. Sutton had become truly alarmed when he roomed with Mulder during the investigation in Pennsylvania. Mulder ate next to nothing during those days and hardly seemed to sleep. The man had seemed more concerned with disturbing Sutton with the noise from his nocturnal movements than with his own comfort. The few times he noticed Mulder doze off, he seemed restless, arms and legs twitching as if ready for flight. Once or twice Sutton caught him jolting awake, breathing heavy, his eyes darting around the room in search of something. Sutton never forgot the haunted look in Mulder’s eyes. Both he and Mulder had been called to other cases after the profile was handed to local police, Sutton to New Jersey and Mulder to California. As they parted company, Sutton had truly wondered how long it would be before Mulder “ate his gun” or died in the line of duty. It was with tremendous relief, that Sutton heard that Dana Scully had turned up alive. Over the years, he would run into Mulder or hear some wild story about him and his partner. It wasn’t long after Sutton’s own marriage had taken one final downward spiral that he heard Mulder had succumbed to marriage and parenthood. The irony of that turn of events was not lost on him. “Sutton?” Mulder was looking at him with amusement and he realized his mind had been drifting. He could feel his face flush as he steeled himself to steer the conversation in a direction he was sure would irritate Mulder. “I was thinking back to the original case. It got rough back then.” “It was hard for everyone who worked on that case.” There was an unspoken warning in Mulder’s voice. “Jeez Mulder, I thought you were going to end up in the hospital. I just don’t want you to get in too deep this time.” “I don’t need you hovering over me. I’ll be okay.” Mulder softened his tone, perhaps recalling twelve years past. “Sorry. I…uh….have you caught a kid case since you got married?” Sutton asked. “Sutton, I’m hardly a rookie.” Mulder said with some annoyance. “But since you asked, no. This is the first one in a long time.” “Listen, it’s different than when you were single. Don’t underestimate how rough this can be.” Sutton took a deep breath. “You know, you’re ahead of the game in a way. Your wife understands the work. Vickie was a children’s librarian. Poor kid had no frame of reference. I think she felt like she had fallen down the rabbit hole.” “Divorced?” Mulder asked and Sutton nodded slowly. “How long?” “Almost five years. Look, just take it easy, okay?” -=-=-=-=-=-=- He can’t see their hands, but he knows they will be icy. His heart pounds at the thought of their frozen touch. They stand before him, just as they had all those years before: three girls, pale as moonlight, cold as stone. Their ruffled dresses drift around them, long hair floating on unseen wind. It’s their empty eyes that frighten him the most, with sockets black as night. Their voices echo in his mind, asking questions he can’t answer. “Why couldn’t you save us?” “Why didn’t you stop them?” “Why?” He covers his ears, trying to block out the whispered words, but he can still hear the pleading. The solemn children part and a small figure pushes through the gap; this part of the dream is new. The child, smaller than her ghostly sisters, doesn’t speak. Her mouth is open in a silent scream and her hands reach out and their touch burns cold. He tries to move away but the other girls surround him, their hands clutch at him, freezing his skin through his clothes. “Mulder?” A clear voice broke through the echoing whispers. He woke with a start, knocking over one of the paper cups of cold coffee. Flustered, he moved his notes out of the river of black liquid. Unfortunately, he wasn’t quick enough and the scribbled writing on the last page was smudged. Scully stepped forward and helped him gather up the files and notes and stacked them on a file cabinet. She found a pile of paper napkins in one of the desk drawers and mopped up the spilled coffee. He knew by the set of her jaw that she was concerned at finding him asleep at his desk late in the afternoon. “What are you doing here, Scully?” Mulder asked. “I thought Myrna was off today.” “I reviewed the autopsies on the first three cases. I figured if I wanted to talk to you about them, I’d better come down here. I fell asleep waiting for you last night.” “Is Molly with your mother?” he asked. “Molly had a play date with Lindsay Kaplan. Lindsay’s mother asked her to stay for dinner.” Scully tossed the wet napkins in the trash and began to gather up the coffee cups. “Scully, what were you thinking?” he asked, his voice growing louder. “How well do you know this Kaplan woman?” “Can you give me a little credit here? Linda Kaplan is a very responsible mother. She’s read the newspapers—she won’t let the girls out of her sight.” “Fine. Let’s hope that Linda Kaplan doesn’t look away for a second like Casey Marino’s mother did.” He knew his voice was harsh and loud, that he was being unreasonable, but he didn’t seem to be able to stop himself. The look in Scully’s eyes told him that he had pressed on that tender spot that she kept hidden so very well and he hated himself for it. “Look, you asked me for my help on this.” Her voice was low, but he could hear the anger simmering just below the surface. “Okay. You’re right. What did you find?” He nodded toward the chair. He could see the tension in her ramrod straight posture as she sat down. She retrieved a folder from her brief case and flipped through some notes. “The post-mortems appear to have been handled meticulously. Things were pretty much as you said they would be. There was significant bruising on all three of the girls, especially on the wrists and shoulders. I think it’s safe to say that they all put up a fight. Ashley Collins and Carrie Bryant’s throats were manually compressed; both had fractured hyoid bones. From the bruising, I would say the UNSUB used one hand at the throat, with the other holding them across the chest.” “Could that indicate he killed them while trying to restrain them?” “Possible. You don’t need to use much force to strangle someone that young,” she replied. “It could have happened unintentionally, I suppose.” “What about Amelia?” he asked, leaning back in his chair. He felt unutterably tired. “Amelia died from a massive subdural hematoma. The back of the skull was fractured. There were very prominent finger-shaped bruises on her shoulders, so I think it was possible that he slammed her head against a wall or the floor. And she didn’t die right away. Judging from the intercranial bleeding, I would say she was unconscious for a few hours before she slipped away.” “So, there was nothing new?” he asked, trying to keep the disappointment out of his voice. "There was something I saw in one of the photos, but I can't be certain. The coroner's report made no mention of it." At her words, he sat forward, his exhaustion draining away. "The bruises on Carrie's throat were especially distinct." She lay a photo on the desktop. He studied it, although he knew it by heart. "The ecchymoses correspond to the four fingers of the killer's right hand," she continued. "Maximum bruising seen here, here, and here." She tapped with a pencil. "But the ring finger--" "It's too short," Mulder interrupted. "The bruise is too short. He's missing part of his finger." "Not necessarily," Scully said, trying to balance his energy with her calm. "It might just be that his finger was bent." "Why didn't I see this before? Why didn't somebody see it?" Mulder's frustration was palpable. “I knew you’d find something,” he said, trying to repair the damage he had done. She stood up and tugged her jacket down. “I better let you get back to your work,” she said, sharply. “Are you going to be late tonight? Mulder, you’re exhausted.” Her voice softened. “I’ll try to be home early.” -=-=-=-=-=- Hearts and Bones (Part 5 of 11) March 15, 2006 – 12:45 AM McLean, VA The world’s dullest medical journal was not going to lull Scully to sleep tonight, so she snapped off the light and lay wide-eyed in the darkness. Every synapse was on alert, every cell listening for the sound of a car door in the driveway. Molly had been wired too, after her visit with Lindsay. Fits of little girl giggles and ice cream after dinner had Molly nearly bouncing out of the car on the drive home. The child was monumentally disappointed in not seeing her father again and it had taken “If You Give A Mouse A Cookie” and two George and Martha books to get her to sleep. Scully had hardly seen Mulder for more than a half an hour at a time in days. He’d come home well after midnight the night before and left for Quantico early the next morning. She knew he hadn’t slept for more than a few hours since the morning Sutton called with the Marino case and he probably hadn’t eaten anything substantial in days either. She’d been unnerved the first time she had seen this behavior, back in the early days of their partnership. He’d frightened her badly as he sunk deeper and deeper into another man’s dementia. At the time, she had feared the gentle man she had come to care about wouldn’t be able to climb back out of the madness. She knew the price that profilers paid to do their work. The stress on the human body was undeniable—ulcers, heart disease, depression all took their toll. She knew it wasn’t uncommon for profilers to run themselves to exhaustion, but that didn’t make it any easier to watch. At the rumble of Mulder’s car pulling into the driveway the tension drained out of her and she was almost too tired to get out of bed. She lay blinking into the dark and listened to the distant creaks and bumps as Mulder moved around downstairs. That thump was the little table in the entryway. He always stumbled into that late at night. That rustle was Mulder looking through the mail. Swoosh and thwap were the refrigerator in the kitchen as he got himself something to drink. Finally, the need to see him, to assess his state of mind and body, overcame her weariness and she pushed herself off the bed. Gliding quietly through the dimly lit hall and down the stairs, she stood silently in the doorway watching him. His movements were clumsy with exhaustion as he spread his notes and files over the kitchen table. He shrugged out of his jacket and proceeded to roll up his sleeves and she was struck with a wave of love so strong it nearly knocked her down. Her anger over his behavior this afternoon dropped from her like the leaves in autumn. “Mulder?” “Did I wake you? I’m sorry.” His voice had a soft, late at night sound as he sat at the table. “No, I couldn’t sleep.” She saw that he had poured himself some milk and she was glad he was getting some nourishment. She poured herself a glass and came back to the table. “I’m sorry I blew up at you this afternoon. The task force was less than open to the idea that the crimes were from the same UNSUB. I shouldn’t have taken that out on you.” “S’ okay,” she said as she bent to kiss the top of his head. “Mulder, there are going to be sleepovers and class trips and Girl Scout camp before we know it. We both have to get used to the idea that Molly will be out of our sight some of the time. You know, it’s only a matter of time before the boys start to call.” “Boys?” he asked, with the hint of panic. “When does this boy stuff happen?” “Oh, thirteen or fourteen if we’re lucky. Twelve if she’s precocious.” Scully smiled at the mental image of Mulder grilling Molly’s dates, casually revealing his service weapon in its holster. “Oh you think that’s funny, do you?” He took her hand and seemed to relax a little. “I’m planning on having background checks done on all prospective suitors.” “Come up to bed,” she said, squeezing his hand. “You need to rest.” “I’ll be up in a minute.” He smiled reassuringly, but she knew he would be still be working at the table when morning’s light brightened the kitchen window. -=-=-=-=-=-=-=- March 15, 2006 – 9:30 AM Quantico, VA 1 girl’s cotton dress, size 6X 1 pair patent leather shoes, size 12 1 pair white cotton socks, no size listed 1 white cotton undershirt, size 6 1 white cotton panties, size 6 2 green ribbons, 18 inch length Mulder thought it read like a shopping list for Easter Sunday and not an inventory from the coroner’s office. As he read off each item, he lifted a plastic bagged article of clothing from the cardboard box. Last of all, he slipped the dress out of its plastic bag and spread it over the desk. The cotton fabric was crisp and new. He fingered the lace that rimmed the collar and stroked the slippery ribbon sash. The crime lab had determined that the dress was a current style available at Sears stores across the country. The shoes, socks and underwear were purchased through Sears also. He tried to picture Boo shopping at Sears, sliding dress after dress along the rack until he found the perfect one for his little doll. He and Sutton had taken to calling the UNSUB Boo Radley and he almost felt the need to apologize to Harper Lee. The task force had officers visiting Sears stores in the area, having the staff check inventory and computer records in the hopes of identifying where and to whom the dress had been sold. There was a slight chance that someone might remember a painfully shy man who seemed out of place choosing children’s clothes. Mulder was sure that Boo had paid cash, counting out money that had been precisely arranged in his wallet, each bill facing the same way. Mulder held the sash up to his face, rubbing the slick satin against his stubble. He could see Boo dressing Casey, buttoning each tiny heart-shaped button, arranging the satin sash in a bow. Was Boo crying? Did he keen and sob as he brushed Casey’s hair? He hadn’t meant to kill her. She was the one, the precious redemption. The other had become soiled, worldly and sad. This one was to be the happy child, the pure girl again. “Jeez Mulder, you look like shit.” Like a phone line severed, the connection to the UNSUB was lost. Sutton leaned against the doorjamb, arms folded across his chest. A whole lot shorter, wearing a Donna Karen jacket and 4 inch heels, it could be Scully standing there. “Why, thank you,” Mulder said, with as much sarcasm as he could manage with his head pounding. “So Sutton, does Boo Radley start out as Boo Radley?” “You mean was he born that way or made? I guess a little of both.” “Yeah. But at some point in his life, Boo had to interact with the world. More than likely, he attended grade school somewhere. I’ve been looking at the first murder—someone like Boo would start out very close to home, where he felt safest. Carlie Bryant was the first victim, snatched off her front lawn one summer afternoon as she cooled off under the sprinkler.” Mulder’s head hurt and he knew that about fourteen hours of undisturbed sleep was the only thing that would help. Unfortunately, sleep was the enemy right now. He reached into his briefcase and rummaged around until he found the bottle of aspirin he’d tossed in. He swallowed three, chasing them down with lukewarm coffee. Though Sutton watched him carefully through this, he mercifully kept quiet about it. “They did a thorough search of the homes around the Bryant’s. Fayetteville isn’t that large,” Sutton said as he watched Mulder clumsily refold the dress and put it back in the plastic bag. “We missed him the first time. The neighbors may have had no idea he was living there. He probably rarely left the house in daylight and when he did he would have avoided interacting with anyone. We have to go to Fayetteville—the key to this whole thing is there.” Mulder laid each item of clothing back in the evidence box and folded it closed. “But he’s got to be in the Potomac area now. You think we’ll find anything in Fayetteville?” “We have to try and trace this guy back, far enough that someone might remember him. Before he became Boo Radley.” -=-=-=-=-=- March 15, 2006 11:45 AM McLean, VA “Mommy, can we give Daddy some of our cookies to take to Pennsalania?” Molly asked as she drew her finger through the flour that coated the kitchen counter. “Pennsylvania.” Scully corrected. “And I’m sure Daddy would love some cookies. I just hope they’re ready in time.” Scully was reminded of childhood afternoons spent baking with her mom as Molly stood on a chair across the work island. This was what mothers and daughters did, wasn’t it? Mulder had come home unexpectedly with news that he and Dave Sutton were going to Fayetteville, hoping to find some trace of their UNSUB’s early life. She and Molly had been elbow deep in green tinted sugar cookie dough, cutting out leprechaun hats and four leaf clovers for St. Patrick’s Day. Mulder had kissed her and then Molly, brushing some flour off the little girl’s cheek. “Oh Molly, you’re covered with so much flour, you look like a little ghost,” Scully had joked. She was puzzled over Mulder’s sharp intake of breath and took a good look at him, noticing how pale he was. His eyes seemed hidden in shadow. She knew he hadn’t slept last night. She had missed his solid warmth against her back as she drifted in and out of sleep. She wanted to ask him if he was well enough to be going anywhere but up to bed, but found herself unable to broach the subject with Molly nearby. “You okay?” she asked. That would have to be the extent of her interrogation. “I have a headache, that’s all.” He ruffled Molly’s hair. “I’m going upstairs to pack a few things.” The last batch of cookies was nearly cut out and ready for the oven when the doorbell rang. She was just dropping the last four-leaf clover onto the cookie sheet when she heard Mulder call out, “I’ll get it.” “Well, I’m just so glad I caught someone at home,” a loud and cheery voice rang out. “You must be Fox Mulder. You don’t mind if I call you Fox, do you?” “Excuse me.” Mulder sounded polite, but she could hear annoyance. Scully could picture his jaw tighten. “I’m Pinky Mayhew Dubord, your neighbor from across and down. We’re asking folks to sign a petition to get a traffic light installed on the corner of Reynolds and Evergreen.” Scully tried to place Pinky among the neighbors. Was she the extraordinarily thin brunette in the red brick Tudor or the nipped and tucked blonde from the big Dutch Colonial. Scully began to wipe her hands off on a dishtowel. “Mrs. Dubord, this really isn’t a good time.” The annoyance in Mulder’s voice was up a notch. “Oh but Fox, we really can’t be too busy for our children’s safety. That corner is just two blocks from the school.” Pinky’s intensity level was on the rise, her voice becoming more shrill. “I’m sure you can find a moment to look this over.” “Look, this isn’t convenient right now. Maybe you could…” “Fox, this won’t take but a minute. I’m sure you wouldn’t want to neglect your civic duty.” Snapping off the oven and warning Molly not to open its door, Scully left the kitchen. Her protective instincts coupled with intense curiosity propelled her into the living room. Ah yes, it was the fluffy blonde after all. Mulder’s hands were clenched tightly and Scully could see the little vein in his forehead pulsing. “What part of ‘not now’ don’t you get?” Mulder was shouting now, two bright spots showing on his cheeks against the pale skin. “Now, will you please get the hell out of my house before I haul out the handcuffs.” Pinky’s face registered the kind of shock that only the wealthy and pampered can really achieve. She sputtered incoherently and Scully would have loved to see Mulder slap the cuffs on Pinky, but Molly was watching wide-eyed from the doorway. Scully walked across the room and laid a gentle hand on Mulder’s arm as she moved past him. “Pinky, you don’t mind if I call you Pinky?” Scully said, voice firm and low. “Did I mention that my husband is an armed federal agent? I’m sure you have lots of other stops to make and we wouldn’t want to hold you up. Or shoot you.” Pinky’s mouth gaped open and Scully was pleased to see that the woman had been rendered speechless as she pushed the stunned Pinky out onto the front step of the house and firmly closed the door. “I’m sorry,” he said, quietly. All the anger seemed to have drained out of him along with any energy as he looked over at the frightened child in the doorway. He crouched down, or maybe his knees gave out. “Oh god, I’m sorry. Molly, c’mere honey. It’s okay. Daddy’s not angry with you.” Molly threw herself into Mulder’s arms and he swung her up into an embrace. Scully moved closer and laid a hand on Mulder’s back as she stroked Molly’s hair. This might have been the first time Molly saw her father really angry. Not just angry because he stepped on a Lego with his bare foot, but angry enough to shout at a stranger. The child seemed to be calming already as Mulder cuddled her and whispered to her. “Molly sweetie, it would be really nice if you got some of those cookies for Daddy to take with him. Can you get a paper bag and fill it for Daddy and Agent Sutton?” Molly trotted off enthusiastically and Scully wondered how many cookies she was going to ‘taste test’ as she put them into the bag. Scully took Mulder’s hand and pulled him over to the couch. “Sit down, I want to talk to you.” “I really am sorry. I shouldn’t have let that woman get to me.” “Mulder, I don’t care about that. I would have gladly helped you kick Mrs. Pinky Mayhew Dubord’s surgically enhanced backside down the front steps.” She looked deeply into his eyes, worried at the turmoil she saw there. “I’m worried about you. Do you want me to come with you? I have an autopsy this afternoon, but I could try to get someone else to do it.” “No. I’ll be fine. I’ll call you if we find anything.” -=-=-=-=-=- Hearts and Bones (Part 6 of 11) March 15, 2006 - 2:30 PM I-70 West “Daddy, you have to save me.” Mulder woke with a start, the whispering voice silenced. His eyes darted around the car, out the window, as he tried to control his ragged breathing. Sutton threw a puzzled glance at him before returning his attention to the highway. When he arrived at the house in McLean, Sutton had announced that he was driving after taking one look at Mulder’s haggard appearance. Mulder had fallen asleep before they hit the Beltway, lulled by the monotonous movement of the car. It seemed lately that no rest would be complete without a visit from the ghostly little girls, now appearing as a quartet. This dream had been worse, and Mulder had awakened in a cold sweat while they were just outside of Hagerstown. It felt like there wasn’t enough air in the car, so Mulder lowered the window and shivered as the cold air hit his damp clothes. The car still smelled of sugar cookies and the sweet vanilla scent made him nauseous. Molly had pressed a paper bag of cookies into his hand when he’d kissed her goodbye. He smiled as he remembered her solemn admonition to be sure and share the cookies with Agent Sutton. He shivered again as he remembered hearing Molly’s voice in his dream. Mulder wearily rubbed his eyes with the heels of his hands, trying to scrub out the image of Molly standing with the dead children. Her face had been as white as the flour that covered her earlier and her blue eyes were icy cold. They frightened him worse than the blank eyes of the other children. Molly had begged him over and over to save her. Save her. “Jeez Mulder, it’s freezing in here.” Sutton looked over at him as Mulder closed the window. Mulder could practically hear Sutton’s doubts about a road trip with a nutcase and he could hardly blame him. Scully could probably have him committed after threatening a neighbor. His head had been pounding and the woman had kept rattling on. He knew on some level that a petition for a stoplight wasn’t trivial. He just had a hard time getting past the vision of Casey Marino decked out in her Sunday best when the obnoxious Mrs. Dubord wouldn’t shut up about civic duty. They passed the Gettysburg exit and Sutton asked him to check the directions. “We’re almost there,” Mulder said. -=-=-=-=-=-=- March 15, 2006 – 3:34 PM Fayetteville, PA It hadn’t surprised Sutton to find that the Bryants had moved from the Colebrook Street house a few years after Carrie’s death. Mulder had located an updated phone number and had spoken with Mrs. Bryant late that morning. Mulder had learned that the Bryants had lived at the Colebrook Street house for two years before Carrie was abducted. Mrs. Bryant said the family hadn’t really gotten to know the neighbors but hadn’t noticed anyone that would have fit Mulder’s profile. Sutton knocked on the door at the Bryant’s old address and turned to watch Mulder pacing the lawn. The cold afternoon air must have revived Mulder, who now crouched down on hard packed earth and scanned the area. Sutton wondered if he were trying see what young Carrie had seen as she played under the spray of the sprinkler. When it became apparent that the new owners weren’t home, Sutton joined Mulder in his scrutiny of the surrounding houses. Sutton crouched to the ground as Mulder straightened his stance. “Do you see that?” “See what?” Sutton looked up as Mulder had taken off in a trot. “That big gray house down the street? The one that looks like an advertisement for urban blight.” Mulder called back as he headed down the sidewalk toward a dilapidated home. “You think that’s Boo’s house?” Sutton huffed as he hurried after Mulder. For a man who fifteen minutes ago had looked like lukewarm death, Mulder could move pretty damn fast. Mulder slowed as he reached the edge of the overgrown property. It appeared that no one had lived there for some time. The hedges had grown so out of control that they nearly obscured the front door and foot tall weeds had taken over the lawn. Mulder climbed the crumbling cement steps to stand on wooden porch, carefully avoiding patches of dry rot. He peered through the window, trying to wipe a spot clean with his overcoat sleeve. “Looks abandoned,” Mulder said as he squinted into the gloom. “This feels right.” Mulder turned and looked back toward the Bryant house. He came down the front steps again and walked backwards down the front walk, nearly tripping on a piece of broken slate. “I think Boo could see Carrie playing outside from one of the upstairs windows. He certainly would have seen her walking down the street or riding her bike.” “Mulder, you don’t even know who lived here or who owns the house.” “You’re right. But I intend to find out.” Questioning the neighbors proved little more than the American community was not what it used to be. The couple living in the house to the left had no idea who owned the gray house, but vaguely remembered a crabby old woman. The man who lived to the right complained bitterly about public eyesores and declining property values, but didn’t remember ever seeing anyone at the house. Driving to Fayetteville’s town hall, Sutton noticed that Mulder had progressed from energized to jumpy. Mulder’s fingers drummed against the dashboard and he shifted restlessly in the passenger seat. The gum-chewing records clerk had been less than thrilled to have Federal agents showing up for research half an hour from closing time. Fortunately, the young woman’s desire to get home on time motivated her to help them find the deed on 369 Colebrook Street. “Louise Davenport inherited the home from her parents, Alma and George Henderson in November 1959,” she said, handing Mulder the document. “I checked the computer. There was no activity after that.” “We need to check birth records,” Mulder announced. The girl rolled her eyes at that, but led them into another room. “Dawn, these guys need a birth record for a….” “Louise Henderson,” Mulder supplied. Dawn seemed no less enthused at 4:50 PM than her younger co-worker, but she dutifully searched the files. “I think this is it. Louise Henderson, born 1939 here in Fayetteville.” Somewhat reluctantly, Dawn agreed to continue searching through marriage records and birth records until she located the names of Louise’s children. It was nearly 7 PM when she finally pushed her chair back. “Arlette Louise Davenport, born 1961 and Warren Eugene Davenport, born 1965,” Dawn said with finality. “The age is right, an older sister—Warren’s our UNSUB.” Dawn looked puzzled at Mulder’s words, and wasted no time in putting on her coat and indicating that she was going home and it was time for the agents to leave. Mulder stood on the sidewalk outside the Town Hall, his breath making little white puffs in the cold night air. Sutton could see the nervous tension in his body; he seemed like a wire stretched to its limit. “I want to search that house. We need to find out where Warren Davenport went after he left Fayetteville.” Mulder turned without a word and started for the car, leaving Sutton to trail behind. “Mulder, where the hell are you going?” Sutton reached the car as Mulder reached for the car door. “Come on, Sutton. Give me the keys. The answers are back at that house.” There was an undercurrent of desperation in Mulder’s voice. “Listen, the house isn’t going anywhere overnight.” Sutton said, jingling the car keys. “There’s no probable cause here, Mulder. Come on, we’ll talk to the local PD, get a warrant. Besides, I would really rather not go to the spook house in the dark.” For a moment, he thought Mulder was going to grab the keys out of his hand, but finally, he rocked back on his heels and blew out a breath. It was after 9 PM before Sutton was able to persuade Mulder to stop for dinner. The local officers had recommended the Blue Sky Diner--serving, he was told, hot food and plenty of it. Sutton took a bite of his salisbury steak and reflected on their failure to mention that the food had absolutely no flavor. Still, it had been hours since Sutton had eaten a sketchy lunch so he made short work of his dinner. Their waitress lumbered over to clear their plates, moving as if she were walking barefoot on pebbles. A nametag pinned to her substantial bosom told Sutton her name was Eleanor and the printing on a photo pin of two small children told everyone she was the “World’s Best Grandma.” “Everything okay? You barely touched your food, Sugar,” she remarked, eyeing Mulder’s plate. Her voice reminded Sutton of chains dragged over gravel. “Everything was fine,” Mulder answered, appearing a bit embarrassed at the attention. “Eleanor, ever hear of a family named Davenport?” “Don’t ring a bell. Hold on,” she said as she turned around. “Iris, hey Iris, c’mere.” Iris gave the long diner counter she was cleaning one final swipe and approached their table. A tall woman in her early forties, Iris reminded Sutton of plaid pants and a striped shirt, a plain horsey face atop a magnificent figure. “Iris here knows just about everybody in three counties,” Eleanor said. “You fellas want more coffee?” “No more for me, thanks,” Mulder answered. “Iris, do the names Arlette or Warren Davenport sound familiar? Maybe Louise Davenport?” Iris’ long face was a study in concentration that transformed into recognition. “Oh my God. I haven’t heard that name since high school.” Mulder slid across the booth seat to make room for Iris and gestured for her to sit. Sutton tried not to stare at her perfect breasts as she eased onto the seat. “I went all through school with Arlette. She was the prettiest girl you ever saw. Family was weird though. Don’t remember her after junior year. I think she ran away or something.” “Were you friends?” “I guess you’d say we were friends. Arlette had to be home right after school, couldn’t join any clubs or go to parties. But you know, she snuck out sometimes anyway. The boys were just crazy about her—she had this long, long hair and big green eyes. She wore these fancy ruffled dresses when everyone else was wearing ripped jeans.” “What about Warren?” Mulder asked, his voice vibrating with excitement. “Yeah, she had a little brother. I remember Warren now—very shy. Really strange kid.” Iris squinted her eyes in recollection. “Do you know what happened to Arlette?” “I just remember that one day she wasn’t around school anymore. You know, wild stories went around that Arlette run off with bikers, but I never believed them. Arlette wasn’t like that. She just wanted to be normal—date, go places with her friends. I remember Arlette had bruises on her sometimes.” Iris shifted in her seat. “Now that I think about it, I don’t think Warren was in school after that either.” “One more thing, and then I promise to let you get back to work. Do you remember anything physically distinctive about Warren?” Mulder asked. “Maybe something about his hands?” “I don’t know,” Iris said. Her homely face grew on you after a while and Sutton thought she looked almost pretty as she concentrated. “I can’t remember ever seeing his hands. I think he kept one of them in his pocket all the time. Now that I think about it, the kids used to tease him about it.” -=-=-=-=-=- Hearts and Bones (Part 7 of 11) March 16, 2006 – 8:15 AM Fayetteville, PA The coffee’s heat leached through the cardboard in the two cups and was growing uncomfortable against Mulder’s fingers as he kicked Sutton’s door. Blinking in the morning sunlight, he felt like his eyelids were coated with sand. Mulder kicked the door a second time and regretted it when it made the now constant throbbing in his head worse. “Jeez Mulder, hold on a minute.” Sutton opened the motel room door and took the steaming cup that Mulder handed him. Sutton was shoeless, his shirt unbuttoned and hair still damp from the shower. As Sutton finished dressing, he regarded Mulder with a hint of worry. Mulder wondered if he’d woken Sutton up when he fought his way out of another nightmare just before dawn. Mulder had held off sleep most of the night, watching infomercials and missing Scully, but he’d dropped off in the early morning hours. His visit from the dead children had been almost expected. Mulder was grateful that they didn’t drag Molly along for this excursion. He’d seen no point in tempting another ghostly visitation, so he dressed in his sweats, threaded his room key onto his running shoe lace and went out into the early morning dark to run off some of his nerves. Now, after a shower and a trip to the Blue Sky Diner, all he could think about was what they would find at 369 Colebrook Street. Half an hour later, they stood on the porch and knocked on the door, announcing themselves though they knew no one would answer. “Looks like Boo isn’t at home.” Sutton drew out his lock pick with a flourish and a grin. There was some resistance against the door making it difficult to open, and Mulder momentarily wondered whether something terrible was blocking it. When the agents finally were able to push it open, they peered into the dim interior. A foot tall pile of mail sat on the floor inside the door, having been dropped through the tarnished brass mail slot. The odor of decay hung in the air, not overpowering but still evident. Thinking about what might be responsible for the smell, Mulder was hit by a wave of nausea. “Maybe an animal crawled in here and died.” Sutton said wishfully, as his thoughts must have drifted in the same direction. He drew on a pair of latex gloves and Mulder dug in his pocket for gloves of his own. Sutton crouched down over the pile of mail, flipping through the credit card offers, department store advertisements and utility bills. ”Postmark on this final notice from the electric company is January 1995.” Sutton tossed the mail down and stood up. “The top layer of the mail is from the same time period. The stuff at the bottom of the pile is from October 1994.” Dust covered every surface, and it was clear that no one had been in the house for years. The dust was undisturbed and the two men left footprints as if the floor were covered with snow. As Mulder walked through the living room, the furnishings reminded him of his childhood. Louise Davenport had decorated sometime in the 1960s and apparently had been satisfied, as not even an ashtray had been updated. A dusty copy of Time Magazine on the coffee table proclaimed William J. Clinton, 1992’s Man of the Year. Through the doorway, Mulder could see the kitchen: cups and dishes still cluttered the table and more debris covered the counter and stove top. The room had a sour smell, and the agents could see remnants of food stuck to the plates and evidence that insects had feasted there. Mulder returned to the living room where Sutton, flashlight in hand, searched the dim recesses of a closet. Unimpeded by tattered curtains, sunlight streamed through the window at the foot of the stairs. The smell was stronger here and Mulder squinted into the darkness at the landing above. Misery and madness hung in the air, as real as the dust motes dancing in the light from the window. Mulder could feel Boo close by. It seemed odd, but Mulder still thought of the UNSUB as Boo Radley even though they had affixed a name to the man. The stairs groaned under their feet, as if protesting against having to bear weight after so many years. Both men automatically reached into their pockets for handkerchiefs to cover mouth and nose as the smell increased. Three doors greeted them at the top, two standing open and one closed. A towel had been stuffed into the crack at the bottom of the closed door and Mulder was certain that the smell originated there. He could feel the sweat trickle down his back though the interior of the house wasn’t much warmer than the air outside. The question of whom or what was beyond the door left him feeling as queasy as the stench. In unspoken agreement, each man moved to an open door, leaving the sealed room for last. The bedroom Mulder entered contained double beds, one covered by a dusty flowered spread and the other by an equally dusty plaid one. Posters of rock stars that Mulder recalled from his teens hung above the pink and purple comforter and clutter of nail polish jars and perfume bottles sat on a table by the bed. The other side of the room was starkly neat, the plaid spread pulled tight across the bed. A film of dust clung to precisely arranged items on the bedstand: a book, a glass, stacks of coins. He could see Boo sitting on his bed, watching the pretty girl braid her long hair, and he could feel the tiny, forbidden spark of arousal. He wished she wouldn’t sneak out again. Why couldn’t she stay with him the way she used to in the days when they would lie in the dark and tell each other fanciful stories. It was lonely when she was gone, and he was frightened that Momma would find out, or that Arlette would fall like Pollyanna as she jumped from window to tree branch. Maybe that would be good, though. She’d have to stay home if she couldn’t walk. He knew she went with boys, letting them touch her through her soft blue sweater, letting them put their dirty hands under her skirt. Why couldn’t she be good, like when they were little? She was such a good girl then, even Momma said: “Arlette, you stay pure, y’hear? Stay Momma’s good girl.” But now Arlette was as dirty as the hands she allowed to squeeze her round little breasts. He was torn between wanting Momma to find out what bad things Arlette did and fear of what Momma would do. Momma’s anger was something to avoid at all costs, burning you like her hot iron. “Arlette don’t go. Don’t leave me here alone.” Mulder wondered how long he had been speaking as he caught the look on Sutton’s face. “Mulder, I really hate to bring this up, but we need to see what’s in the other room.” -=-=-=-=-=-=- Mulder seemed to have some difficulty shaking off his thoughts in Boo’s bedroom, and Sutton hoped he would be able to handle what was in the other room. Sutton knew he wasn’t as natural a profiler as Mulder; he lacked the other man’s frightening capacity to displace his own personality and get into the mind of the UNSUB. But even Sutton could feel the presence of the children who slept in that room so long ago. Finally, Mulder squared his shoulders and nodded toward the closed door. Sutton kicked the towel away and pushed the door open. He and Mulder entered the room, handkerchiefs clamped over their noses. Something lay in the center of the bed, barely making a rise under the comforter that almost completely covered it. Sutton had always thought that skeletons appeared to be smiling and he wondered what this one was amused about. Whoever it was, she’d been here a long time, so comfortable in bed that the body had sunk down into the mattress. The smell must have been much worse at one point. “Looks like some gray hair is still adhering to the skull. You think it’s Boo’s Mama?” Sutton asked. Mulder nodded slightly, obviously relieved that they hadn’t discovered another child, and began to examine the scene. Pill bottles and drinking glasses crowded on the bedside table next to a large, well-worn Bible. Stepping out into the hall, Sutton used his cell phone to call for a forensics team and to alert the task force of the latest development. With unspoken agreement, the men left the gruesome sight and stench behind and went back to the lower level. Mulder pulled off his gloves and reached into his pocket for his cell phone. Sutton walked back to the open front door to watch for the investigative unit to arrive and to breathe fresh, cold air. “Scully, remember when you said to call if we needed you?” -=-=-=-=-=- March 16, 2006 - 8:30 PM Fayetteville, PA The car was going to smell like french fries and decay now. She had showered after the autopsy, but she still felt that the odor of death trailed after her. Scully carried the take-out tray in one hand and her duffle bag in the other and hoped Mulder was awake since she didn’t have a room key. She redistributed her load and knocked on the door. The March wind cut through her coat as she wondered in what condition she would find Mulder. When she had spoken with him earlier, she had detected the adrenaline rush that buoyed Mulder up during even the worst cases. When an investigation finally came together, no matter how raw his nerves, Mulder would get his second wind. She could almost clock it, just as she could predict his crash when the adrenaline wore off and the case was still unsolved. The door swung open to reveal a weary looking, but smiling Mulder. “Ooh, you brought eats,” he said, gathering up the files and papers that covered the small table and placing them on the bed. Scully laid the tray on the table and slipped out of her coat. Her back and neck ached as they often did after an autopsy. It didn’t seem to be getting any easier as she got older, either. Mulder’s hands closed over her shoulders as he stood behind her and massaged her tired muscles. Her head felt too heavy to hold up and she allowed her chin to rest on her chest. She could feel his fingers part her hair at the nape and his lips graze the back of her neck. “Keep that up and you may not get a chance to eat. I think the food’s almost cold as it is.” The kisses continued until Scully turned to face him and one final kiss landed on her lips. “Okay, food first,” he said, tucking her hair behind her ears. “You must be starved.” They arranged the meal on the table, wax paper wrappings making impromptu place mats. The hamburger was rubbery, the french fries were cold and greasy and the soft drink had become diluted by melting ice. Scully smiled to herself. Just like old times. How many inedible fast food meals had they shared over the years? Nostalgia did nothing to improve the quality of the meal, but she was hungry. While Scully managed to eat her dinner, she noticed that Mulder set his aside after a few bites and watched her with tenderness. “What did you find?” he asked after she had finished eating. She knew he was consumed with curiosity over the autopsy, and she was touched that he held himself back. “Was it Louise Davenport?” “Yes. A local dentist was able to dig up her records from storage and identify her. The remains were almost entirely skeletonized. She’d been in that bed at least ten years, probably more.” “Were you able to determine cause of death?” "Advanced cancer, with metastasis to the bones. The state of the body made it impossible to determine the primary site, but the vertebrae show multiple lesions as well as pathological fractures. She would have experienced intractable pain." “Sutton and I found over the counter painkillers by the bed. The expiration date on them was late 1994. On a hunch, I called local doctors and no one had been treating her for anything.” “Mulder, she would have been very, very ill. I can’t imagine someone that sick not having medical care.” “We found a woman who grew up with Arlette. From what she told us, I think it’s entirely possible that Louise toughed it out with a bottle of Advil and her Bible rather than reach out to others.” “And you’re sure her son is your UNSUB?” “We spoke to Arlette and Warren’s pediatrician. He’s in his eighties, but pretty sharp. He retired years ago, but was able to recall that Warren lost part of one finger on his right hand when he was seven. The tip of his ring finger was so badly mangled when he got his hand caught in a bicycle chain, it had to be amputated at the first knuckle.” “Mulder, you’ve done good work here,” she said, gently touching his hand. “We still don’t know where he is,” he said sharply as he pulled away. “We know his name, but we don’t have any idea where he’s been for twelve years. Scully, I don’t want to have to wait for him to take another kid.” He moved to the window and parted the curtains, his face reflected in the smudged glass. Her heart ached at the sadness and exhaustion showing in his eyes. Following him to the window, she circled his waist with her arms. The cotton from his shirt was wrinkled from his long day and smelled faintly of sweat as she rested her face against his back. “You’ll find him. But tonight, you need to rest.” He turned under her arms and pulled her into an embrace that threatened to restrict her breathing. “What I need,” he said, taking her face between his hands. “What I need isn’t rest.” He kissed her with a kind of desperation that used to frighten her long ago. Back then, she felt like his need would burn her, consume her like a scrap of paper in fire. Sometimes she thought that was what held her back for so many years, parceling out touches like the last of the bread to one who was starving. His hands traveled over her, as if her body were the only thing keeping him from disintegrating. With stunning clarity, she realized that she needed his touch as much as he needed to touch her, and her fingers began to work the buttons of her blouse. Steel is forged in fire, made stronger by the flames. She thought that she, too, had become stronger through his love. Just as his faith in her, that all-consuming love braced her when it seemed like her knees would buckle. She knew she could stand strong enough to bear his weight tonight. Mulder pulled her to him, lifting her off the floor, and in two steps she was laying under him on the bed. She could feel the weariness in him, in the weight of his body, in the hitch in each exhaled breath. Holding his face between her hands, she looked into the shadowed depths of his eyes and tried to stare down his nightmares and force them to retreat. They struggled out of their clothes, pushing the discarded garments onto the floor. They didn’t speak; there was no sound but ragged breathing as his lips traveled over her face and neck before finding her breast. The rasp of his evening stubble left her sensitive skin pink and heated. She opened herself under him, drawing him into the cradle of her thighs. Whatever meager control Mulder had over his emotions seemed to be torn away as he entered her. Her heart ached at the naked expression of need on his face as he drove into her. A wordless cry escaped him, a gutteral sound not of pleasure, but something more primal. She reached a point where pleasure evolved into sensations she couldn’t name, eventually becoming uncomfortable and still he hadn’t found release. She knew she would be sore tomorrow, but pushed the thought aside as she began to stoke his back. Finally he climaxed, his head falling onto her shoulder as shudders reverberated through his body. His face, pressed against her neck, was wet with tears. -=-=-=-=-=- Hearts and Bones (Part 8 of 11) March 17, 2006 - 8:45 AM Fayetteville, PA A “Kiss Me I’m Irish” button had joined the “World’s Best Grandma” pin on Eleanor’s pink uniform. Luckily, her expansive bustline could support the decorations and still not appear crowded. She poured coffee into their cups and returned to the kitchen. Even in the morning, she moved as if her feet hurt. Mulder looked up from his coffee with the first genuine smile that Sutton had seen in days. Sutton turned to see Dana Scully enter the diner, pocketing her cell phone as she approached the booth. She flashed a brief smile at Sutton, her expression only really warming when she glanced down at Mulder. “How’s Molly?” Mulder asked as he moved along the seat. “She’s fine. All excited because Mom is bringing her to the St. Patrick’s Day parade,” Scully answered as she slid into the booth, a tiny wince briefly crossing across her lovely face. Scully had arrived yesterday afternoon, cool professional confidence barely covering worry over her husband. Sutton had been curious about the woman responsible for domesticating Fox Mulder. Somehow, he had expected someone taller. She really was beautiful, skin flawless even in the bright morning sunshine filtering through the diner window. It didn’t take a rocket scientist to see why Mulder had fallen for his partner. Eleanor returned to take their breakfast order. Mulder attempted to pass on breakfast, but ordered an English muffin after a glance from Scully. Eleanor seemed intensely interested in the subtle byplay between Mulder and Scully. Sutton craned his neck to search the diner, disappointed when he didn’t see Iris on duty this morning. Taking the rest of their order, Eleanor leveled one more assessing gaze at the three of them, perhaps speculating to herself on how they all might be related. Sutton thought she was calculating the millimeters between Mulder and Scully on the bench and factoring that into her equation. “So what’s your theory on how Boo got from here to Potomac?” Sutton asked when Eleanor had cleared their airspace. At Scully’s raised eyebrow, he explained. “Boo Radley. You know, from ‘To Kill A Mockingbird.’” “I get the reference,” she said, dryly before she turned to Mulder. “Okay, how do you think he ended up there?” “I haven’t worked all that out yet, but I bet that house got to be pretty unpleasant after Louise died. I think Boo….Warren, may have started fantasizing about the past after his mother began to fail. I think that’s when he started watching Carrie from his window.” Mulder slouched back in the booth. “The stress of taking care of an undoubtedly very demanding patient, the fear of being alone, either or both would have put him over the edge.” “You think he brought Carrie into the house? While his mother was upstairs?” Scully asked, a hint of revulsion in her voice. Mulder nodded silently when he noticed that Eleanor was returning with their orders. She served the food, her movements leisurely, perhaps hoping to overhear conversation that would provide some clue to how everyone fit together. Eleanor’s eyes took in wedding bands on the hands of two of the threesome as she refilled coffee cups. Finally, with no further information forthcoming, she lumbered back to the kitchen, no doubt to enlighten the cook with her theories. “An even more unpleasant thought occurred to me.” Sutton offered. “What if the other abductions were triggered by the stress of Louise’s death? He might have brought the other two girls to the house with Momma lying dead in her bed. What might compel someone so homebound to stray beyond his front yard? Ashley and Amelia were from towns several miles away from Fayetteville. Warren would have been venturing farther and farther from home to find the right replacement for Arlette.” “You may be right,” Mulder said, sounding distracted. “Maybe he got picked up while he was stalking his next victim. I’m betting his psychosis would have been pretty apparent.” “If he was institutionalized, there will be records. I’ve got to call the task force.” Sutton said, “They need to check arrest reports, see if Warren was picked up back in 1994 or 1995.” -=-=-=-=-=- Mulder had gone up to pay the check as soon as Sutton left, and Scully suspected he was trying to avoid any comment from her on his uneaten muffin. She dropped several dollar bills on the table and followed him out into the cold March sunshine. Mulder was standing on the restaurant steps watching intently as Sutton paced back and forth, cell phone at his ear. As Scully came to stand beside Mulder, Sutton flipped the phone closed and turned to them, agitation visible in every movement. “Boo just tried to grab another girl in McLean. The kid was on her way to school, when a man tried to pull her into his car. An employee from a Dunkin’ Donuts heard her screaming and scared him off.” Sutton ground out the words. Mulder’s hands were clenched into fists and seemed to vibrate like a wire pulled taut. “The Dunkin’ Donuts on Russell?” he asked. “I think so,” Sutton said, a look of confusion passing over his face. “That’s a few blocks from our house,” Scully said in explanation. “Mulder, Molly wasn’t even at home. She’s still with Mom today.” “You think that makes this all right?” he asked, his voice rising. All color had drained from his face, leaving the shadows under his eyes blue in the bright sun. “Molly is safe, so we don’t need to worry?” “Of course it isn’t all right,” Scully replied, her voice low and even. Arguing with Mulder would serve no purpose other than to further agitate him. She had thought the crash she expected had come last night, but now she wondered if Mulder had hit bottom yet. “Let’s get back to the motel and pack up.” -=-=-=-=-=- March 17, 2006 - 12:30 PM McLean, VA Just about every morning, Mulder stopped at the Dunkin’ Donuts on Russell for coffee before driving into work. He’d brought Molly here on Saturday mornings when Scully needed to rest, conspirators on a sugar high given away by donut breath. It angered him to think that this case would tinge yet another facet of his life with darkness. Sutton drove down Russell, possibly to scan the site, being less familiar with the location than Mulder and Scully. The drive from Pennsylvania had been excruciatingly tense. They had detoured briefly to drop off Scully’s rental car in Gettysburg and driven the rest of the way together. Scully rode in the back seat, allowing Mulder the extra room in front to stretch his legs. Mulder could feel her eyes on the back of his head as the miles slipped by, the concern on her face reflected in the car window. Frustration gnawed at his stomach; the two cups of coffee from breakfast threatening to make a much less pleasant reappearance. He’d spent a leisurely breakfast nudging his wife’s thigh under the table while Boo was twisting some little girl’s arm. He could feel himself slipping into irrationality. Ironically, knowing he was thinking illogically didn’t make it easier to drag his mind away from the recriminations he was piling one on top of another. If he had been smarter, worked harder, he could have solved this case before another little girl had been put in danger. Hell, if he hadn’t been such a fuck up twelve years ago, he could have solved the damn case and Casey Marino would still be nagging Daddy to remove her training wheels. He scrubbed at his face with his hands, trying to evict the self-doubts. In the window’s reflection, he could see Scully sit up a little straighter as she tried to divine his thoughts from the hairs on the back of his head. He’d allowed himself to take his frustration out on her again and he hated himself for it. Damn, he had to stop this shit, letting himself personalize every detail of this case. This wasn’t the first case that had hit close to home. As Scully would be happy to point out, he’d made a practice of internalizing certain cases for most of his career. Somehow this case had hit him harder than any of the others. Sutton pulled into the police station’s parking area. They’d been in touch with Detective Brennan during the drive and had found that the Dunkin’ Donuts employee was still at the station, working with a sketch artist. They located Brennan in the busy bullpen area of the police station. Mulder recalled Brennan’s calm, businesslike attitude at the Riverbend Park crime scene. The detective had seemed so totally focused on the police work that all emotion might have been excised from his personality. Perhaps that was the secret to not losing your mind. Mulder thought that Brennan probably didn’t have dreams about dead children. “Taylor Simko, 7 years old, was walking to school this morning at 8:15 A.M. when a white male, average build, late thirties to early forties, tried to pull her into a white Honda Civic.” Brennan read from a small notebook. “Kenshawn Harris, assistant manager of the Dunkin’ Donuts heard her screaming and ran out of the store. He’s just about finished with the sketch artist.” Brennan led them along a corridor to an interview room. Through the large window, they could see a young black man in the trademark tan uniform seated at a table before a sheet of paper. A dark haired woman was packing sketch pads and charcoal pencils into a case. She looked up at the new arrivals and with a word to the young man, she gathered her things and came out into the hall. “He has a good eye for details,” she said, handing Brennan the sketch. “Hope this helps.” “Thanks Karen,” Brennan nodded as the woman left. Mulder felt oddly disappointed that the face in the drawing didn’t resemble Robert Duval. He’d been picturing Boo Radley for so long, that the large dark eyes and wide forehead seemed wrong somehow. The young man looked up as Brennan led the three of them into the interview room. “Mr. Harris, this is Agents Sutton and Mulder and Dr. Scully from the FBI.” “I’ll get this into circulation,” Brennan said, as he left the room with the sketch. “Hey, ‘supersize black coffee, no sugar.’ I didn’t know you were FBI.” Mulder was caught off guard by the familiar open face from so many workday mornings. “Mr. Harris, tell us about what happened this morning,” Mulder asked. “I been through this story about thirty times already.” The young man sounded slightly exasperated. “Okay. I was emptying the trash container near the front of the store around 8:15. I don’t usually do that, but we were down two people this morning. Anyway, I heard a kid screaming outside, and looked up as this guy was grabbing the little girl. I ran out the store, yelling at him to let her go and he ran off.” “And you got a good look at him?” Mulder asked. “It happened pretty fast, but I got a good look. He was about 5’10’’, medium build, between 35 and 45. Light brown, receding hairline, tan jacket, brown pants. Clean clothes, very neat.” Kenshawn smiled at Mulder’s impressed look. “Criminal justice major, Montgomery College.” “Did you notice anything else? Maybe something about his hands?” Scully spoke up. “I didn’t get a good look at his hands. I’m sorry.” Kenshawn looked slightly embarrassed at his failure. “You saved a little girl’s life today. I have no doubt about that. I’d say you did a pretty amazing job,” Mulder said. “If I hadn’t been near the door, I never would have heard her. I been thinking about that all day. If I’d been behind the counter I wouldn’t have gotten to them in time. It scares me to think that she’d be dead on account of that.” “You’re going to make a fine officer.” Mulder stood up and extended his hand, smiling to himself over the young man’s pleased expression. As they returned to the bullpen, Brennan called out to them. “Almost forgot to tell you, we haven’t found record of arrest or hospital admission for Warren Davenport.” “We know he was somewhere for twelve years, Detective. There has to be some record.” Mulder didn’t try to hide the irritation in his voice. “I agree with you,” Brennan nodded slightly. “He just wasn’t in custody under the name of Warren Davenport. We’re going under the assumption that he was unable to give his name or gave a false name, but this complicates any records search.” “Davenport is probably seriously spooked right now. He’ll lay low for a while, but it is only a matter of time before the compulsion becomes so great that he braves it again and goes hunting.” Mulder raked a hand through his hair in frustration. “We have to keep searching for the bridge between where we know he was last and where he is now.” “That’s exactly what we’re trying to do. But it’s going to take time.” Brennan’s voice had a flat, unemotional quality and Mulder couldn’t decide if he hated him or admired him for it. Scully laid a gentle hand on his arm, but it barely registered through his tense muscles. This was the part he hated, where the profile had only brought them so far and no arrest was at hand. They could interview the little girl, and would, but he held little hope that she would give them more than they knew now. No, he understood Warren, knew what drove him and what he might do next. He knew just about all he could about Warren except his address. -=-=-=-=-=- Hearts and Bones (Part 9 of 11) March 17, 2006 - 2:25 PM McLean, VA Sutton wasn’t sure how much useful information they could get from Taylor Simko. According to Brennan, the child had been too shaken to remember much beyond the fact that she was walking alone when a man got out of a white car and grabbed her arm and that the older brother that she was supposed to walk with had ditched her. But armed with Taylor’s address and the desire to cover all the bases, they found themselves at the Simko’s large brick home. Mr. Simko had answered the door, guiding them into the living room where Taylor sat on her mother’s lap even though she seemed a little too old for that, at least to Sutton. Her brother, a tall boy of eleven, was no longer the cocky pre-teen who had left his sister behind for the more exciting company of his peers. The boy stood alone at the doorway to the kitchen, trembling and repentant, his eyes red-rimmed. Mulder took a seat with Mrs. Simko and Taylor on the sofa, leaving Sutton to share the loveseat with Scully. It was awkward, sitting close enough to Mulder’s wife to smell the faint citrus scent of her perfume. Sutton could feel the current of tension that seemed to course through her. Mr. and Mrs. Simko had alternated between weepy relief that their daughter was safe, and barely concealed fury at their son. Her mother stroked Taylor’s long brown hair while shooting angry looks at the very shaken boy. Of the two children, Sutton couldn’t tell who would end up more scarred by the incident. “Can you tell me what happened this morning, Taylor?” Mulder asked, his voice soft but without inflection. “Tucker and me were walking to school, but when he saw some other big boys he ran ahead. He does that all the time,” Taylor snuggled a big closer in her mother’s arms. With a little gasp, Tucker began to cry quietly, which seemed to infuriate his father. “Tucker, get out of my sight,” Mr. Simko said, a little too harshly for Sutton’s taste. Scully stiffened at Simko’s words, but Mulder hadn’t registered any emotion at all. Sutton noticed that Scully seemed distinctly uneasy at Mulder’s lack of reaction. He wasn’t sure what all of this meant, but Scully’s eyes never left the frozen mask of Mulder’s face. “What happened next?” Mulder asked, undeterred by the incident. “Well, I was walking down the street and this car drove right next to me and a man got out and tried to pull me in the car. I screamed real loud like they said to do at school. Then the donut man was yelling and running over to us and the bad man ran away.” “Did the bad man say anything to you, Taylor?” “He said something funny. Something like ‘I found you, I finally found you,’ which is silly ‘cause I never seen him before.” Mulder rather abruptly indicated that the interview was over, apparently having found out all he needed. He rose and politely thanked Taylor and her parents for their time and began to move to the door. Sutton couldn’t decide if this single-minded, unemotional focus was more frightening than Mulder’s earlier intensity. As they were leaving that uncomfortable home, Scully seemed to hesitate, as if waiting for something to happen. After a moment, she excused herself and spoke quietly to Mr. Simko. Sutton couldn’t hear what she said, although he did catch the word “counseling.” “I need to go back to Quantico,” Mulder said, his voice flat. He and Sutton were standing on the Simko’s front walk, waiting as Scully descended the steps. “Mulder, what more do you hope to accomplish here? You’ve provided them with the identity of the UNSUB, you’ve given them the information they need to catch him. It’s up to the task force now.” Scully’s tone was firm, but Sutton could hear worry behind the words. “I know what I’m looking for. I’m not sure the task force does.” Scully didn’t argue further and after a brief detour to pick up her car, they continued to Quantico. Scully said she wanted to review some autopsy records, but Sutton suspected she was keeping an eye on her husband. Mulder seemed to be mostly unaware of his companions as he walked to the unassigned office he had claimed earlier. Sutton took a moment to check in with Brennan, returning to find Mulder seated at a terminal, using the VICAP computer system to review arrest reports. Maybe Mulder was right; according to Brennan, the task force was becoming frustrated with the amorphous nature of the search and wasn’t making any headway. Sutton moved to get a view of the computer screen. He wasn’t sure what criteria Mulder was using for his search, but the man seemed to be scanning for playground stalking, peeping Tom cases. Mulder seemed to disregard certain cases, flipping by them quickly, but other cases were deemed worthy of a click on the printer icon. It was around 6 pm, when Scully announced that she needed to get home to their daughter. Sutton watched as she leaned over Mulder, concern in her eyes, and asked him when he was coming home. He’d mumbled something about not being late, but his eyes hadn’t left the computer screen and his hands never stopped typing. When she laid a hand on his shoulder, he did look up briefly at her and nodded slightly. Mulder hadn’t moved from the computer terminal in hours: no coffee break, no bathroom break, no meal break. In fact, Sutton was pretty sure Mulder hadn’t so much as blinked as he stared at the screen, his fingers moving between keyboard and mouse. It was eerie, just the sound of clicking, tapping and the occasional hum of the printer as pages piled up. “Jeez Mulder, would you go home for crying out loud? It’s after 11:00.” Sutton had finished paperwork on several cases that he had been neglecting while working on the Marino case. He’d been surprised to find Mulder still at it, the pile of arrest printouts before him. “Might as well. I can finish this up at home.” Mulder stood and began gathering the papers together. “Here’s a novel approach, Mulder. Why don’t you go home and get some rest?” Sutton was becoming more and more unnerved by Mulder’s steely reserve. Mulder hesitated, as if he was going to speak, then silently left the room. Sutton watched him shrug into his coat and disappear from view. -=-=-=-=-=-=- March 18, 2006 - 7:20 AM McLean, VA “Mommy, I can dance like the girls in the Patrick parade.” Molly demonstrated next to the bed, doing a fairly credible rendition of Irish step dancing. Scully watched her with one eye open through a veil of auburn hair. Five-year-old enthusiasm was a bit overwhelming before that first cup of coffee. “Very nice, sweetie,” Scully said as she glanced at the other side of the bed. The comforter on that side was smooth, Mulder’s pillow undented. “Daddy’s downstairs. He says he’s too busy to watch me dance right now, ‘cause he’s working.” Molly’s word came out in little puffs as she continued to jump and kick her feet. Scully swung her legs over the bed and raked the hair back from her eyes. She hadn’t fallen asleep until the early hours of the morning, waiting for Mulder to come to bed. He’d waved off her attentions, when he had finally come home well after midnight, with the same cold focus he had exhibited all day. “Come on bouncy girl, let’s get some breakfast,” Scully said, taking Molly’s hand. As they approached the small office, Scully could hear Mulder on the phone, his voice roughened from exhaustion. She couldn’t make out the words, but she could detect the same flat quality that had worried her yesterday. “Molly, why don’t you go watch television for a little while,” Scully suggested. Molly bounced her way to the family room, happy to comply with the bonus of normally restricted television watching. “It’s an address in Potomac. 454 Laurel Avenue. No, I’m sure this is him.” He stood with his back to the open doorway, one hand braced against the desk as if he might collapse without the support. His slacks hung low on his hips, and she wondered how many meals Mulder had missed over the last few days. He was wearing the same clothes she had seen him in yesterday, the shirt creased and clinging limply to his thin frame. “I’m telling you, this is him. Suspect picked up October 10, 1994 for loitering outside a Germantown, PA dance studio, frightened several little girls by peering through a window. Local police were unable to establish his identity, when he became incoherent upon arrest. He eventually gave his name as Eugene Smith, but authorities were never able to substantiate his identity: no fingerprints on file, no one recognized his photo when they ran it in local papers. He was institutionalized under the name of Eugene Smith and released last month. Well, it looks like they sent him to a group home in Maryland; some kind of cooperative program between states for patient placement.” She walked further into the room, coming around to see the computer printouts spread over the desk. Mulder looked up at her, his expression one of mild surprise, before he turned back to the phone. “I need you to assemble the task force. We’ve got to pick him up before he goes looking for another kid. Okay. Yeah, call me back.” “Mulder, did you sleep at all last night?” Scully asked, resting a hand on his forearm. “I feel fine. I knew if I could just concentrate, I’d find him,” he said, rubbing his eyes. Stubble darkened his jaw and when he dropped his hand, she could see tiny lines etching the corners of his eyes. “You think this Eugene Smith is Warren Davenport?” she asked, nodding toward the printouts. “Davenport’s middle name is Eugene and the age is right. I could tell more if I had access to his hospital records, but just from the police report, I’d say this is him. We have enough to pick him up for questioning.” “Mulder, you did it,” she said gently. “I think it’s finally over.” “It isn’t over until he’s in custody.” She could feel the muscles in his arm tense under her hand. “Come on, I’ll make us some coffee. It’ll probably take Sutton a while to set things up.” She hoped she could get him to relax and let her past the wall of detachment. He seemed to hesitate, as if he couldn’t afford to let go of this focus he had established. After a moment, she felt something in him give a little and he allowed her to take his hand and lead him to the kitchen. Unfortunately, the coffeemaker was a mess, forgotten in the rush two days ago to get Molly to Grandma’s, rent a car and drive to Pennsylvania. Scully busied herself emptying the now dried coffee grounds and trying to scrub the brown residue from the glass carafe. “Daddy, you stopped working,” Molly said as she bounded into Mulder’s arms. The little girl seemed confused as her normally adoring father held her in an awkward embrace. Scully snuck glances over her shoulder as she measured coffee into the basket. “Molly, what do you want for breakfast?” Scully called out while filling the carafe with water. “I want my green bagel. Daddy, Grandma gave me a green bagel, but it isn’t yucky or anything. It’s a special Patrick bagel. Can you make it for me, Daddy?” Mulder nodded slightly and set the child back on her feet. Molly, obviously thrilled to have even a withdrawn Mulder nearby, resumed her jig, jumping and kicking with arms firmly at her sides. “Watch me dance now, Daddy. Grandma told me you aren’t supposed to move your arms. Isn’t that funny?” Mulder pulled a sharp knife out of the wooden block on the counter. Though he still seemed distracted, Scully was glad to see him occupied with something other than the case that threatened to swallow him whole. He held the bagel in his left hand and began to slice down, while Molly continued to dance at his elbow. “Shit,” Mulder grunted, and Scully turned to see blood spurt up onto the cabinet door and the tile below it. The dropped bagel rolled away, green dough muddied with red. “Daddy, Daddy, hold it up! Squeeze it hard with your other hand,” Molly, ever her mother’s daughter, shrieked out advice. “You know, if this were a crime scene, we could learn a lot from it,” Mulder’s voice had an eerie hollow sound. “Molly, look at this. See the pattern the blood has made, first from the initial cut and then with every movement of my hand.” Indeed, as Mulder turned his hand, blood seemed to be dripping everywhere. He remained fascinated by the patterns it made, frightening Scully with his unconcern. Molly fell silent, her eyes wide as her father rambled on. “An investigator would use this information to reconstruct the events.” “Mulder, stop it,” Scully commanded, her voice low and serious. Taking a clean towel from a drawer, she took Mulder’s hand and applied pressure to the wound. She looked up at him, noticing that there were tiny drops of blood on his face. His eyes seemed glazed over, detached, as if this were a crime scene and the blood were not his. Scully glanced at Molly and saw that the child had begun to cry. “Molly honey, it’s alright. Daddy’s fine. He’s going to need some stitches. You remember when Matthew fell off his bike and had to get stitches?” She tried to keep her voice calm. A veil seemed to drop away as Mulder blinked his eyes and looked around the kitchen as if seeing it for the first time. He took in the blood spattered wall, his towel wrapped hand, his wife’s worried frown and his daughter’s tears and shook his head slightly. “Oh God, I’m sorry.” His knees seemed to buckle as he swayed slightly. Still applying pressure to his hand, Scully put her free arm around him, feeling his ribs all too prominently. “Come on, you need to sit down.” When Mulder was seated at the kitchen table, Scully took his hand to assess the severity of the cut. He’d sliced deeply across the palm, catching the juncture of the thumb. The bleeding had slowed slightly, but when she lifted the towel away, the cut immediately welled up with new blood. She quickly refolded the towel and firmly pressed it back over the cut. “You did a nice job, Mulder. This is going to need sutures.” “Sutton is going to call any minute. Can’t you stitch it up yourself?” he pleaded. She felt the tiniest bit of relief that the flatness had left his voice. “Mulder, it’s your hand!” she said shaking her head. “We’ve got to go to the ER. The cut’s in a tricky place. I’d rather have someone who does a lot of suturing take care of this. Listen, I’m going to throw some clothes on and leave a note for Myrna. She’s due any minute now. You need to keep the pressure on this and hold your arm up. Molly, make sure Daddy does it right, okay?” She could hear Molly lecturing Mulder about proper elevation as she dashed up the stairs. Scully looked longingly at the shower as she passed it by and pulled on jeans and a sweater. Grabbing some clothes for Molly, she bounded back down the stairs. As she was searching in the small office for paper and pencil, the doorbell rang and fortune was kind for the first time that day. “Myrna, thank God you’re early,” Scully said, leading her down the hall. “Mulder cut his hand and I need to get him to the emergency room.” “No problem, Dana,” Myrna said, glancing at the carnage in the kitchen and then down at the very pale man seated at the table. “Hey, you better go. He don’t look so great.” “I want to see Daddy get sutures,” Molly whined as she realized what Myrna’s arrival meant. “Not today, Honey,” Scully said as she shrugged into her jacket and draped a coat over Mulder’s shoulders. “Maybe next time, okay?” -=-=-=-=-=- Hearts and Bones (Part 10 of 11) March 18, 2006 - 12:25 PM Georgetown University Medical Center “Almost done,” Dr. Gari said as she held the suture tight and snipped the thread. She took a moment to inspect her handiwork, gently moving Mulder’s hand to get a better view. Apparently satisfied with the neat row of stitches, she reached for the gauze. Scully had insisted on calling a plastic surgeon over Mulder’s objection. It was a little cut for Pete’s sake, but the ER staff had sided with Scully, so they waited for Dr. Gari to arrive while God knows what happened with Davenport’s arrest. Still, his left hand was his second favorite, so he supposed it was better to get it properly taken care of. Mulder had been studying a poster on sexually transmitted diseases behind the doctor to avoid watching as she stitched up the damage. He would never admit it, but he still felt a little lightheaded. Scully would probably insist on having him hooked up to an IV or something at the first hint of a wobble, so he resolved to keep every movement slow and careful. “We’ll just wrap things up now,” Dr. Gari said, smiling at her little pun. She pressed several gauze pads over the wound and began to wrap more gauze around his hand. Watching her wind the strip around and around was making him a little dizzy and he looked away again, catching Scully’s concerned look. “I want to see you in about a week to remove the sutures. Make sure you keep the bandage dry for at least 24 hours,” Dr. Gari instructed. “Oh, and watch out for those bagels.” Mulder thanked the doctor and reflected that he was grateful she was a better surgeon than comedian. He was going to take a lot of teasing at work over this injury. Maybe he could tell people he was hurt in the line of duty, maybe by a knife-wielding maniac. Scully helped him on with his coat and they silently made their way to the car. She watched him struggle for a moment with his seatbelt, reaching over finally to fasten it for him. He closed his eyes and laid his head back as Scully started the car. “How’s the hand?” “Still numb. Listen, I just want to say I’m sorry. God, I seem to be saying that a lot lately.” “Mulder, can you tell me what happened?” she asked softly. “It was like you were somebody else for a while there.” How could he explain the abyss of his mind during the last day? He couldn’t tell her what he didn’t fully understand himself. He had forced every emotion, every personal connection out of his head, leaving nothing but cold logic and analysis. He’d found this even more terrifying than the mire of pain and guilt he’d waded through on so many cases before. “I don’t know, really. I guess I just thought if I could stop personalizing everything about the case, stop letting my own fears control me, I could solve the case.” It struck him as odd that most of his and Scully’s important discussions had taken place in a moving vehicle. Maybe it was the fact that one didn’t need to look the other person in the eye that allowed for opening up. Scully was silent for a moment, her face serious when he chanced a look in her direction. “I almost can’t believe I’m saying this, but maybe you aren’t cut out to be detached. Maybe you make those leaps and see things that no one else can see because you care so much.” Her voice was thick with emotion. “I just worry about you.” “I know you do. You have no idea what it means to me to know that someone cares about me. Sometimes, when I drive home after a rotten day, I can’t believe I have people to come home to.” Mulder turned his head to watch her. Tears made her eyes luminous and he could see that she was fighting to keep her emotions in check. He knew she had just about exceeded her limit for opening up and if he was truthful, he’d admit that he couldn’t handle much more honesty today. But still, it pleased him enormously to see the hint of a smile finally play across her lips. They arrived home to find Sutton’s car parked in front. Mulder’s pulse pounded in his ears as he walked up the front walk to find out why Sutton was there. He could hear Scully’s heels behind him on the slate path as he pushed open the front door. Mulder walked down the long hallway to the kitchen where he found Sutton at the kitchen table with Molly and Myrna. Molly was kneeling on a chair, the pink tip of her tongue poked out in the traditional childhood sign of concentration, as she tried to keep her crayon within the lines of her coloring book. Sutton looked up from admiring Molly’s artwork as Mulder and Scully entered the room. “We got him. Boo was cowering in the closet of his bedroom at the halfway house. He actually wet his pants when we opened the door.” Sutton sounded relieved and maybe a little full of himself. “I tried to get you on your cell but it must have been turned off. I called the house and Myrna told me about your bagel related accident. You know Mulder, I can see why you married a doctor.” Molly, looked up from her coloring, her face bright with the pure happiness of Daddy home in the middle of the day. Mulder found himself amazed at the resiliency of childhood as she stood on the chair and reached for him. “Did you get stitches? Let me see.” Molly held Mulder’s sleeve and twisted his hand to inspect the bandages. “They did a very good job, Daddy.” “Well, I’m so glad you approve.” Mulder used his good hand to scoop Molly up and kiss her. “Molly, why don’t you take Myrna up to your room and show her how the girls danced in the parade?” Thrilled with the prospect of an encore performance, Molly took Myrna by the hand and led her out of the room. Mulder dropped wearily onto the kitchen chair and ran a finger over the waxy surface of the crayoned picture. His bandaged hand was beginning to throb as the lidocaine wore off. “Where is Davenport now?” Mulder asked. “I want to question him.” “He’s being processed through Montgomery County. I’ll speak to Brennan and set it up. How about 4 o’clock?” “Good. That’s good. I want to get a few things together before we talk to Davenport.” He was already making a mental list of tools he could use to get what they needed from Davenport. “Listen, if I don’t take a shower, they could throw out the interrogation due to cruelty.” Above their heads, the sounds of Molly’s Irish jig pounded, causing all three of them to raise their eyes to the ceiling. Mulder looked at his bandage wrapped hand, remembering the doctor’s instructions to keep the dressing dry. Patting his arm, Scully crossed the kitchen to locate a plastic bag and surgical tape, which she held up triumphantly. “Come on, I’ll help you,” Scully offered. Mulder rolled his eyes at Sutton’s smirk and followed Scully up the stairs. He managed to get his shirt off and Scully taped the end of the bag securely around his forearm. Working one handed was going to take some getting used to. Getting undressed and into the shower wasn’t a problem, but Mulder cursed when the soap slipped out of his fingers. A blast of cold air hit his wet skin as the shower door opened and a naked Scully stepped in. “Don’t get any ideas. This is strictly business.” Mulder found himself grinning foolishly as she bent to retrieve the soap. He was suddenly grateful for the nice, roomy shower in the master bath. True to her word, Scully helped him shampoo and wash the sweat and blood from his skin, her touch efficient but gentle. It felt like her hands were washing away the pain and sadness that had clung to him for days. No matter how businesslike Scully’s attentions might be, her glistening, wet breasts bobbed against him as she soaped his skin and he wished that the house weren’t quite so crowded. He found himself ridiculously pleased when she couldn’t resist groping his ass as he stepped out of the shower. If Sutton noticed that they both returned to the kitchen with damp hair and wearing fresh clothes, he had the good grace to keep it to himself. “It’s all set up for 4 o’clock.” Sutton said. “So, what do you want to pick up before we see Davenport?” -=-=-=-=-=- March 18, 2006 - 3:30 PM Montgomery County Police Station Mulder stood at the interview table, staring at the photographs spread out before him. Sutton had watched him pull out various items from the box they had brought from Quantico. Mulder’s face reflected concentration, but not the frightening blank focus of yesterday, and Sutton felt relieved. Mulder struggled to pull a bulletin board closer to the table, hampered by his bandaged hand. Sutton moved to assist him and together they positioned it to Mulder’s satisfaction. “Why don’t you show me where you want these pictures?” Sutton asked. They tacked the photos to the board, crime scene photos interspersed with school pictures of the dead girls. When the photos were displayed for maximum effect, Mulder dug in the box and drew out the cotton dress Casey Marino had been found in and hung it from the bulletin board. Finally, he stood back and assessed the effect. He was apparently pleased, and he sat down to wait for Davenport to be brought in. Sutton could hardly believe the change in the man sitting next to him. Though he still looked pale and terribly thin, Mulder seemed grounded. Brennan ushered Warren Davenport into the room, indicating where the suspect should sit. Davenport reminded Sutton of a frightened animal caught in a trap, his hands were cuffed and he kept his right hand curled into a loose fist. Warren’s gaze darted around the room, taking in the photo display, finally resting on the green sprigged dress. Brennan set a tape recorder on the table and pushed the “on” button. “March 18, 4:10 PM, Montgomery County station. Agents present: David Sutton, Fox Mulder, FBI and James Brennan, Montgomery County Police. Interview with Warren Davenport, also known as Eugene Smith.” “Warren, we have a positive ID on you for the attempted abduction of Taylor Simko on March 17,” Sutton said, taking the first round as he and Mulder had decided. “Were you going to kill Taylor like the other girls?” “I wasn’t going to hurt her,” Warren’s voice trembled a little. “Like you didn’t hurt Casey Marino when you suffocated her? Did Casey struggle, Warren? Did she fight you and clutch at your hands as you cut off her air? Did she finally just stop fighting, Warren? “I didn’t do anything.” Warren whispered. “Did you play with her body then, Warren? Did you jerk off over her little dead body?” Sutton carefully allowed the tone of his voice rise with each question. He could see the sheen of sweat on Davenport’s forehead and upper lip. “I…I don’t know what you’re talking about. I didn’t hurt her.” “I don’t think you meant to hurt her, Warren.” Mulder spoke in a calm, even tone. Davenport’s attention shifted from Sutton to the new, quiet voice. “I don’t think you meant to hurt any of the girls: not Ashley, not Carlie and not Amelia. And you didn’t mean to hurt Casey. You just wanted things back the way they were.” Davenport’s attention was riveted on Mulder, almost mesmerized by the words spoken with quiet intensity. Warren forced his eyes away from Mulder’s face to look down at his hands. Warren seemed fixated on Mulder’s bandaged hand, his eyes growing large. “I don’t know what you mean.” “Warren, I know about wanting to return to a time when life still made sense. I probably understand that need better than anyone you will ever meet. I can tell that you cared about those girls. You dressed them in beautiful dresses, tied their hair up with ribbons. You didn’t want to hurt them, but they didn’t understand. Did they, Warren?” “No one understands,” Davenport said, large tears rolling down his cheeks. Mulder noticed Davenport’s scrutiny of his hand, and he turned it subtly, to give the suspect a better view. “They didn’t understand that you only wanted to be nice to them. They fought you, they struggled against you. Warren, tell me what happened with Casey.” Mulder’s soft voice was persuasive, and he sat forward slightly, giving Davenport his complete attention. “She was so pretty. Such a little girl to be all alone like that. It was obvious no one cared about her. I would take care of her.” “Where did you bring her, Warren?” “The house where I live has a basement. It’s nice and warm, and no one ever goes down there. I…I don’t like to be with the other people at the house. I have to sleep in a room with Fred and he never stops talking. One day, I found the broken lock on the basement door.” “So you brought Casey to the basement. She wouldn’t be quiet though, would she?” “She kept screaming and screaming. Someone was going to hear her, and they wouldn’t let me stay in the quiet place. I had to make her stop making noise.” “You held the blanket over her face, didn’t you?” Mulder asked. “I had to, can’t you see? She just wouldn’t be quiet.” Warren lifted his cuffed hands to swipe at the tears that continued to slide down his face, the truncated ring finger finally revealed. -=-=-=-=-=- Hearts and Bones (Part 11 of 11) March 18, 2006 – 10:25 PM McLean, VA The wine glowed like a jewel in the lamplight. Scully rolled her head from side to side, trying to relieve the stiffness. She didn’t allow herself wine in the evening very often, afraid perhaps that if she started, she’d never be able to stop. Tonight though, it seemed appropriate. Molly had crashed early, worn out from an emotionally charged day and eighteen performances of “Riverdance.” The child had tried to hold out for Daddy, but Scully had been glad as she carried Molly up to bed. For very selfish reasons, she wanted to see Mulder alone tonight. After all that he had been through this week, she wanted to reassure herself that he was whole. She smiled as she heard Mulder at the front door, praying that he had gotten through the interview with the same emotional steadiness he had shown after coming home from the hospital. It only took one look at his face for her whole being to relax. He was still at peace. “How did it go?” she asked as she crossed the room. He bent to kiss her, his lips crushing hers a little more thoroughly than the usual hello kiss. She pulled back far enough to look into his eyes, pleased to see they were untroubled. “He copped to all four murders. I’ve no doubt that a good attorney will try to throw out the confession, but I think it was pretty solid. Between the confession and the evidence at the Marino crime scene, I think we have a strong case.” “Come on and sit down.” She drew him to the couch, holding his uninjured hand. “You want some wine?” He shook his head, lounging back against the cushions. “I better not. I might fall asleep right here. We interviewed Davenport for over five hours, but he finally told us about all four girls. God, what a sad little man.” “He murdered four children, Mulder, and was going for number five when you caught him.” “I know. Doesn’t make him any less pathetic. He killed Carlie and Ashley while his mother was dying, and Amelia after Louise was dead. He brought them back to the house, with Louise upstairs in one form or another, and dressed them in Arlette’s dresses.” “And Casey Marino? What made him start to hunt again?” Scully asked. “Davenport was stressed by being forced to live around other people after so many years in near isolation. He was closely controlled and medicated in the hospital. When he was placed out in the community, he had more freedom, but lost a lot of the support he had in the institution. All this left him vulnerable to those urges to find another Arlette. I think the administration of that group home will have some questions to answer on both the lack of supervision and how Davenport got access to a car.” “But it’s over now.” “Yeah, it’s over. God, this was rough.” He rubbed his good hand over his face. “It’s good to be home.” “Do you feel at home here, Mulder?” Scully asked, quietly. “Why would you ask such a thing?” Mulder sat up and turned to face her. “I worry sometimes that you aren’t comfortable here.” “Just because I threaten the neighbors sometimes, doesn’t mean I’m not happy. I’ll admit that I find a lot of the neighborhood goings on to be trivial.” He draped his arm around her shoulder and pulled her close with his good hand. “I think we’ve seen too much to fit in around here,” she said as she settled into his embrace. “We?” he asked, “I always thought you liked it here.” “I like it fine, Mulder. But you know, this house, this neighborhood, they don’t really matter that much to me. The things I care about are completely portable: you and Molly. If you wanted to, I’d live with you in a refrigerator carton under the highway overpass.” She turned her face to him as she heard him chuckle, and nudged him with her knee. “What’s so funny?” “I’m just picturing ‘Miss Crate and Barrel’ living in a crate,” he quipped as he looked around the well appointed living room. His arm tightened around her and as she turned to look into his eyes, he caught her lips in a deep kiss. His attempt at humor told her how very much he had needed to hear her words. Almost twelve years together in one manner or another and they still talked in metaphors and jokes, but at least they finally understood what each other meant. “Let’s go upstairs. I’ll change your dressing,” she said as she pressed kisses along the angle of his jaw. “That’s a novel way of putting it,” he said, allowing her to pull him to the stairs. “Maybe you can re-bandage my hand, too.” End Hearts and Bones. Author’s notes: I’d like to thank Sarah Segretti for help with Beltway community locations and small child questions. Also, my sincerest gratitude to Dawn, for more little kid information (mine are all grown and the middle-aged mind forgets details like what sizes kids wear) and for her beta help. Extra special thanks go to Kel for medical information, great advice and beta help. I consider myself a very lucky person to have such wonderful authors helping me. Thanks to January for always being there. Thank you also to Karen, for her never-ending support and friendship. The story is based in no small way on the books by John Douglas and Mark Olshaker: Journey Into Darkness, Obsession, The Anatomy of Motive and especially Mindhunter. I highly recommend them for a look at the lives of real profilers. My sincerest apologies to Harper Lee for the appropriation of her character, Boo Radley. I have a feeling that serial child abduction/murder was not what she had in mind for him.